iiiiii am feelin so alive don't you wish it was like this every night
my last livejournal was a little intense. i'm sorry if any of you took offense to that. it was not meant for that.
they say, well axe says, scent is the strongest sense tied to memory. also proven. music's right up there. there's some cd's i pop in and just go, 'holy shit... this reminds me of the time me and (fill in blank) boned.' hhhhah. no but seriously, i can't listen to the latest fall out boy cd without wanting to ball my eyes out during half the songs. fall out boy = zero crying-related-sad-songs. i know. memories though. linkin park reminds me of highschool, or my faggy saturn trying to race an evo everyday to school. or cypress hill, racing around the thunderridge middle school track... we did a lotta drag racing in hs... the used has highschool/ office max days written all over it. it's crazy. ah. music makes me so happy.
on a much... i don't wanna say darker, but it's the opposite of lighter, we'll go with grayer note [i'm an idiot].... today was kind of an intense emotionally charging day. many internalized emotions surfaced today, (for some reason today). i hurt someone close to me, because i was mad, and i couldn't handle my feelings in a more positive way. i just hope she knows i care. i want her to know that.
my cousin has mono so our road trip is postponed. extremely bummed. another time. soooo i'm goin to bed so i can wake up and drink some ovaltine. like a foxxxxxx. peace.
they say, well axe says, scent is the strongest sense tied to memory. also proven. music's right up there. there's some cd's i pop in and just go, 'holy shit... this reminds me of the time me and (fill in blank) boned.' hhhhah. no but seriously, i can't listen to the latest fall out boy cd without wanting to ball my eyes out during half the songs. fall out boy = zero crying-related-sad-songs. i know. memories though. linkin park reminds me of highschool, or my faggy saturn trying to race an evo everyday to school. or cypress hill, racing around the thunderridge middle school track... we did a lotta drag racing in hs... the used has highschool/ office max days written all over it. it's crazy. ah. music makes me so happy.
on a much... i don't wanna say darker, but it's the opposite of lighter, we'll go with grayer note [i'm an idiot].... today was kind of an intense emotionally charging day. many internalized emotions surfaced today, (for some reason today). i hurt someone close to me, because i was mad, and i couldn't handle my feelings in a more positive way. i just hope she knows i care. i want her to know that.
my cousin has mono so our road trip is postponed. extremely bummed. another time. soooo i'm goin to bed so i can wake up and drink some ovaltine. like a foxxxxxx. peace.