Hours. Need more in a day.
I should go to sleep. But there's this disturbing desire inside me to just stay up all night and not sleep. I mean, if I went to bed RIGHT THIS SECOND, I'd only get 3.5 hours of sleep before having to get up and head out anyway. So really, wouldn't that 3.5 hours be better spent awake and doing productive-type things? And then of course this just totally shows me that I clearly don't have enough BLOODY time. And maybe if I were paid more at my job, it would never cross my mind to be slightly upset about the fact that I'm never home anymore.
Then I remember that even though I have a job that basically amounts to a complex game of Concentration, I still do need to have concentration and the caffeine-induced variety is okay, but not terrific.
Then there's the fact that I'd probably fall asleep on the bus if I stayed up all night, and while that'd be okay on the first bus I'm taking tomorrow since I have absolute trust in all of the people who ride that bus (which is rather presumptive of me, but it's really more like I have trust in this one guy who usually sits near me in that if anyone tried anything, I really think he'd intervene) but I'd also probably want to sleep on the second bus I'll be taking tomorrow which will be much less comfortable as far as the people go (I have to take a different one than usual) and I also might sleep through my stop and that would suck.
So yeah, I should go to bed. Though I still need to do a lot of packing and getting ready for spending the @#$)!*% night in Aurora again. You know, I don't live there for a reason. I love my family, but I really don't like the city. Besides, it's not like I don't spend enough time there as it is with working and all. Oh, I meant to get keys to the office as I'm sure I'll be getting there early tomorrow. Oops.
Anyway. I'll go be productive for a little bit longer. Then I'll go to sleep. Yeah.
Then I remember that even though I have a job that basically amounts to a complex game of Concentration, I still do need to have concentration and the caffeine-induced variety is okay, but not terrific.
Then there's the fact that I'd probably fall asleep on the bus if I stayed up all night, and while that'd be okay on the first bus I'm taking tomorrow since I have absolute trust in all of the people who ride that bus (which is rather presumptive of me, but it's really more like I have trust in this one guy who usually sits near me in that if anyone tried anything, I really think he'd intervene) but I'd also probably want to sleep on the second bus I'll be taking tomorrow which will be much less comfortable as far as the people go (I have to take a different one than usual) and I also might sleep through my stop and that would suck.
So yeah, I should go to bed. Though I still need to do a lot of packing and getting ready for spending the @#$)!*% night in Aurora again. You know, I don't live there for a reason. I love my family, but I really don't like the city. Besides, it's not like I don't spend enough time there as it is with working and all. Oh, I meant to get keys to the office as I'm sure I'll be getting there early tomorrow. Oops.
Anyway. I'll go be productive for a little bit longer. Then I'll go to sleep. Yeah.