I Think I Killed Tomorrow

Jan 07, 2010 10:42

YOU confuse me and now I don't know what to feel. Wait a minute... that's a lie. I do know how to feel but I'm too scared to let myself feel that way. I treated you unfairly, both of you now. For the first, I am unregretted though do I apologise for any feelings that I hurt.I have realized that my confusion for you was not with my own feelings but with yours. I did not plan on hurting you, as no one ever really does plan for something like that. We're just not right and our edges too rough. For the second though, I AM full of regrets:
I regret my attitude towards to you.
I regret for taking you for granted.
I regret being blind.
I regret my uncalled for actions.
I regret discluding you.
I regret filling your head with false ideas.
I regret not doing things the way that I should have.
I regret lying to you and to myself.
I regret not supporting you enough.
I regret telling the both of us half-truths.
I regret holding back.
I regret not having enough patience with you.
I regret trying to cover up my true feelings with tarnished actions.
I regret letting you go.

For all of these things alone you have every right to not love me as you used to. For the things that aren't listed, you have eevery right to never think of me like you used to. But you for whatever reason still hold love for me in your heart. To hear those words come from your mouth, made my eyes swell. You are still here for me, have always been there for me. You are much too good of a person for me to hold so much forgivness within you. For this I am forever greatful and blessed to have you in my life, as a ffriend, or as a lover. You over all have noticed that wisdom does not come without regret and I have learned that unity is not without discorn. Thank you dear.
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