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[rock capital of the world?]
people who i can't wait to see again:
gus
amanda
daphnie
tiffany
rika and sally
brian
mike
chris
lucy
alex
joe
rassi
karen
monica
and everyone else at stuy...i almost (almost) want september
and for the first time in my life...all of my relatives.
insomniac style survey (borrowed from: emma, arnav, aiyanna)
basics : .
[ .001. ] first name: carolyn
[ .002. ] middle name: none...i've got a chinese one though
[ .003. ] last name: madeo (said whatever way you like)
[ .004. ] nickname(s): caro, carrie, carola, carrot, carr, 'my little princess' (only my grandmother...i swear with her i could do no wrong), kimberly (natan, don't ask), pookie/pumpkin (my parents) and once mikey called me lynn...it was weird.
[ .005. ] gender: girl
[ .006. ] age: fifteen
[ .007. ] birthday: father's day, 1989
[ .008. ] height: maybe five fourish
[ .009. ] hair color: every colour brown ever and some red
[ .010. ] eye color: brown (nothing special)
[ .011. ] race: mixed?
[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts:nope
[ .013. ] do you have braces: i did for a while...
[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: medium...a little past shoulder
[ .015. ] where were you born: brooklyn
[ .016. ] current location: brooklyn, ny
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: um...i think Gemini or cancer?
[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: english and two halves?
[ .019. ] nationality: chinese - italian (or...as matt puts it...chitalian or itchinese)
[ .020. ] bad habits: zoning out
[ .021. ] piercings you have: i had my ears pierced...but then i got lazy so they closed up
[ .022. ] piercings you want: my ears again i guess...
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: none
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: i was going to get a little grey star on my ankle with claire in canada...but then there were...erm...other things?
[ .025. ] today's date: july twenty-sixth
[ .026. ] the time: eleven twenty-one pm
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: i guess...
.:.Family .:.
[ .028. ] mother's name: connie
[ .029. ] father's name: sal
[ .030. ] step-parent's names, if any: nope.
[ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): natan...sorta
[ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): none
[ .033. ] favorite aunt: robin...she always wears leopard print
[ .034. ] favorite uncle: tommy...he owns enough cds to...build a house?
[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: i sorta only have one left...so my grandfather
[ .036. ] worst relative: none, they're all crazy but...it's okay
[ .037. ] best relative[s]: my cousins
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: it's complicated but...yeah
[ .039. ] Does anyone in your family understand you?: my mum sometimes
. : Pets : .
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: nope
[ .041. ] what are their names: n/a
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: n/a
. : Favorites : .
[ .061. ] number: 3
[ .062. ] clothing brand: i'm not really sure...
[ .063. ] shoes: my vans...because i drew all over them and...god. i live in them
[ .064. ] saying: i love you
[ .065. ] tv show: we just got TV...but...i love degrassi
[ .066. ] sport: skateboarding?
[ .067. ] vegetable: broccoli
[ .068. ] fruit: apples, clementines, bananas, oranges, peaches, strawberries...i love all fruits
[ .069. ] movie: moonlight mile or bread and tulips (+ a billion)
[ .070. ] actor: jake gyllenhall
[ .072. ] actress: scarlett johansson
[ .073. ] candy: skittles
[ .074. ] gum: any
[ .075. ] scent: grapefruit
[ .076. ] candy bar: plain hershey's
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: vanilla
[ .078. ] color: pink and grey
[ .079. ] season: ack…all of them
[ .080. ] holiday: October 24th
[ .082. ] guitarist: mike kinsella or…brian bonz (j/k)
[ .083. ] group: modest
[ .084. ] rapper: joe
[ .085. ] type of music: indie lo-fi (alt/emo/rock)
[ .086. ] thing in your room: bob Marley poster <3
[ .087. ] place to be: Amanda's or on the subway
[ .088. ] radio station: they all suck…
[ .089. ] tv channel: vh1 (I love the 90's…I watched it from 1am - 5am)
[ .090. ] junk food: candy
[ .091. ] overall food: thai
[ .092. ] store: h&m
[ .093. ] shoe brand: vans
[ .094. ] fast food: none
[ .095. ] restaurant: not sure…
[ .096. ] shape: hearts
[ .097. ] time of day: 2 am.
[ .098. ] country: japan/Vietnam
[ .099. ] state: cali
[ .100. ] boys name: owen
[ .101. ] girls name: lucy
[ .102. ] mall: fulton? It's the only one I ever go to
[ .103. ] video game: I like watching daphnie play tetris?
[ .104. ] shampoo: oh…that weird cucumber smelling stuff natan uses
[ .105. ] board game: SORRY
[ .106. ] computer game: aol?
[ .107. ] car: jeeps make me laugh
[ .108. ] music video: oh…float on
[ .109. ] swear word: fuck
[ .110. ] word: happy
[ .111. ] month: july or december
[ .112. ] cartoon character: definitely ninja turtles
[ .113. ] scary movie: does Donnie darko count?
[ .114. ] team: that means watching sports…
[ .115. ] possession: camera
[[skipping a whole bunch]]
. : Private life : .
[ .186. ] are you gay: nope
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: yup
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: i love lots of people. And I love gus.
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: I…think…so
[ .190. ] how many people have you kissed: (non truth or dare) probably around ten
[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: zach the little bmx punk boy
[ .192. ] how many hearts have you broken: brian is a liar so…one
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: one…totally smashed to pieces but…it was reciprocal and now we're friends…so it all works out well?
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: sigh…perfect sonnet
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: awesome.
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: yup
[ .197. ] please post it if you do: look back enough pages and there's a pic of him and daphnie and the 60 proof craziness stolen from amanda's dad
[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yeah
[ .199. ] please post it if you do: ack, just look far enough back
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: personality
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: yes
[ .202. ] are you still friends: yes…sorta, but not because of the kissing
[ .203. ] do you smoke: when I can
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: yeah.
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: nope
[ .206. ] how about a little x: nah
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: haze and diesel…but that's all just really pot.
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: beer bad
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: nope
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: haha yeah…
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: liquor
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: right now my commies…but…when Amanda gets back stuyvesants!
[ .213. ] are you sic: …hmm?
. : Would you ever : .
[ .215. ] bungee jump: um…alright?
[ .216. ] sky dive: gladly!
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: sure
[ .218. ] scuba dive: okay
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: I guess I sort of have?
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: no thanks
[ .221. ] turn your back?: huh?
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no
[ .223. ] cross-dress: um…sure?
[ .224. ] lie to the police: i have.
[ .225. ] run from the police: I guess I sort of have?
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: yeah…
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: too scared
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: omg. No. never
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: no…that's so mean
[ .230. ] streak: um…NO
. : Your friends : .
[ .231. ] best friend: Amanda//tiffany
[ .232. ] known longest: natan! Since I was five months old
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: natie
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: brian, sometimes. And. I dunno everyone from packer
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: people count their friends?
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: lucy / Karen / john / zach
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: Amanda // tiff // rika // alex // syd // gus in especially but really most of my friends
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': sorta…but we were lousy friends to begin with (and we were pretty bad at dating too…)
[ .239. ] craziest: little demitri // ARRIE // nicole
[ .240. ] loudest: tiff when she wants to be or Martha…joe…
[ .241. ] shyest: natan or ellen…linzy
[ .242. ] best hair: alair
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: JOE or really everyone at third period and lunch
[ .244. ] best eyes: brian
[ .245. ] best body: all of them
[ .246. ] most athletic: monica or syd
[ .247. ] sex symbol: god…everyone is gorgeous .
[ .248. ] hot tempered: maria or Karen
[ .249. ] most impatient: we're all too lazy to be impatient
[ .250. ] shortest: lucy or maria…or ellen…or little greg (when we see him)
[ .251. ] tallest: either zee or gus
[ .252. ] talented: all of them
[ .253. ] best singer: uh…brian bonz
[ .254. ] skinniest: all! They're all too thin! (but totally gorgeous/handsome)…and of course there's rassi…
[ .255. ] nicest: rassi, but…god. Really everyone. Ack…all of my friends are really nice…
[ .256. ] best personality: can't choose. I love them all
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: rucshaun or zee ' Robbie when he was alive
. : Have you ever : .
[ .258. ] flashed someone: nope
[ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: mm hmm
[ .260. ] been to michigan: hehe yes…
[ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: yup.
[ .263. ] skateboarded: yes yes yes
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: by accident (other wise known as thanks to mike boyscout)
[ .265. ] stolen anything: ugh…
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: not really.
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: I don't think I could
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: yup (mr. novikoff)
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: yup.
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: yup…but not to drink…just to take pics
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: nope
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: soooooooooooo many
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: snowboarding with nat and max
[ .275. ] been to a weird place: sure
[ .276. ] been to another country: yes.
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: like…twice
[ .278. ] got pulled over: nope
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: yes.
[ .280. ] broke a law: yeah.
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: yes.
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: ugh…yeah
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: yes.
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: yeah.
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: n/a
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways?: uh…no
. : Opinions : .
[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: ohhhhhhh only TOXIC!
[ .288. ] about boy bands: oh man
[ .289. ] about flag burning: sure…if you want
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: if you're starting a war then you're a terrorist to someone…right?
[ .291. ] about suicide: I still love Robbie? I guess that's all I can say
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: not cool
[ .293. ] about abortion: pro-choice.
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: omg…kittie
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: still trying to graduate from stuy…
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: hopefully everyone but definitely natan, tiff, Amanda/daphnie, syd, brian, chris and hopefully gus
. : What did you do : .
[ .297. ] last birthday: went to philip's friend's house and got really stoned with Amanda, daphnie, sam and greg…but before that i took my bio regions and wandered around with tiff and saw gus at amanda's…my godmother's funeral…it was crazy
[ .298. ] yesterday: drove home from ohio
[ .299. ] last weekend: siren fest
[ .300. ] christmas: sat in the bath tub at my uncles house and wrote poetry while my cousin talked on the telephone and everyone else fought…and my uncle and parents got drunk (we are sooooooooooo not fucked up)
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: cooked…alot
[ .302. ] new year's: natie's house! And talked on the phone with nat and monica while everyone else watched sex and the city.
[ .303. ] halloween: went to kara's and then to karen's…talked on the phone with a drunk brian at like…5am
[ .304. ] easter: cooked alot
[ .305. ] valentine's day: um…that was February