Not sure
I'm not quite sure what I'm doing. I'll be honest. I'm just going with the flow. Lao Tzu would draw your attention to the brittle branch that breaks in a strong wind whilst the reeds and grasses simply bend and so stay rooted. What other parallels can I draw to my life right now? I'm undergoing a reordering of values, priorities. It finally became apparent that sometimes love *is* all you need. The rest can be worked on. I don't know about anything else right now. I've got a meeting with Dr. Mundale tomorrow about graduate schools and I take the GRE again in a couple weeks. Carmen looked at me with absolute incredulity when I told her that. She said I didn't need to. But I do, because I know I can do better. Only slightly above average does not make me happy. This time I'm shooting for perfect. I think I would like to say the same thing about the rest of my life.
Its time to speak what is on my mind when it is on my mind and accept the consequences as the come. I've spent far too long bottling up these things. This is why my relationships malinger on long after they should. This is why they are not ever healthy relationships. I don't know why I think this time will be different but I feel strongly that, since we both know our flaws and are working conciously to overcome them together, it will. Besides, it is better to have fun than to not have fun, yes?
Its time to speak what is on my mind when it is on my mind and accept the consequences as the come. I've spent far too long bottling up these things. This is why my relationships malinger on long after they should. This is why they are not ever healthy relationships. I don't know why I think this time will be different but I feel strongly that, since we both know our flaws and are working conciously to overcome them together, it will. Besides, it is better to have fun than to not have fun, yes?