My stomach is hungry and I am growling.
I don't know what I'm doing here. This may be a string of random, unconnected thoughts.
I don't really have anything to write.
Today was the in-school for West Side and I'm sad that it wasn't bad. Ich meine. The fact that it was good in comparison saddens me. It indicates that we sound horrible. It's driving me insane. Today I met the man who directed the pit 20 years ago. He plays bass clarinet very well and I enjoyed talking to him about it. I wish the bass I have wasn't a piece of crap so I could actually play it.
I miss my Jillian. Talking to her today made me sad because I probably won't see her much after this year is over and I hardly see her as it is.
I should be sleeping or doing homework now. Why am I here? I'm going to leave now.
AP's and the musical and the band concert and grandparents and school and Mike and solo and ensemble and lessons and not practicing enough and thinking about college, all at the same time, make my head want to explode sometimes. Other times I think I'm completely in control. In other words, I have no idea how I'm doing.
I don't really have anything to write.
Today was the in-school for West Side and I'm sad that it wasn't bad. Ich meine. The fact that it was good in comparison saddens me. It indicates that we sound horrible. It's driving me insane. Today I met the man who directed the pit 20 years ago. He plays bass clarinet very well and I enjoyed talking to him about it. I wish the bass I have wasn't a piece of crap so I could actually play it.
I miss my Jillian. Talking to her today made me sad because I probably won't see her much after this year is over and I hardly see her as it is.
I should be sleeping or doing homework now. Why am I here? I'm going to leave now.
AP's and the musical and the band concert and grandparents and school and Mike and solo and ensemble and lessons and not practicing enough and thinking about college, all at the same time, make my head want to explode sometimes. Other times I think I'm completely in control. In other words, I have no idea how I'm doing.