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u know wat? life sucks get over it. i have the shittiest luck for everything!! no on ecares no gets hurt but me ...ok i get hurt by someone i cant get hurt by and then i open myself again like a lil dumb bitch but once again it bites me in the ass. wow somehow i cant seem to get over the obstacle of "feeling" wat has to b felt(not sexually) but the actual oh theres no spark or anything wel u kow wat? wat about me ? wat about if i feel that fucking spark? does anyone care i tell the two people (i trust 5) but these two that i tell know that i cant get hurt but since i'm an idiot,hopeless romantic,feels the fucking spark type of dumb-ass girl i always get hurt w/out anything even starting.
sex can do the worst or the best to someone, it may at times be the best thing for a relationship or the other extreme..it can destroy a relationship b4 it happens..oh wait i forget it wasn't ever gonna happen b/c why?
oh shit i for get also the retarded ass reason. i dont want a b/f ever i dont want to get married..y? fopr the very few that may care ..well b/c if i open my self u one more time for a guy to think"there was no spark" i dont know wat the fuck i'll do.
yea i wrote this extremely bad if anyone understands it fully then wow cookie for u
w/e
btw if u have something to say to me say it to me not the most public thing on the internet
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sex can do the worst or the best to someone, it may at times be the best thing for a relationship or the other extreme..it can destroy a relationship b4 it happens..oh wait i forget it wasn't ever gonna happen b/c why?
oh shit i for get also the retarded ass reason. i dont want a b/f ever i dont want to get married..y? fopr the very few that may care ..well b/c if i open my self u one more time for a guy to think"there was no spark" i dont know wat the fuck i'll do.
yea i wrote this extremely bad if anyone understands it fully then wow cookie for u
w/e
btw if u have something to say to me say it to me not the most public thing on the internet
..