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I'm finding myself in rather an awkward situation right now. The psychotic director continues to harass me despite my request for him to cease and desist. He posts private details of my past that I had hoped to forget, unpleasant as they were, and I have no way to stop him. He called and invited me to a chat, and proceeded to hurl insults and accusations at me, which only escalated when I refused to be baited. I left the conversation -- if one could call his ranting such a thing -- when his wife popped in and demanded that I leave. I was bored with the entire thing and found it the perfect excuse to terminate DianeSlam I and return to my manicure.
Now I can't decide if I want to continue to poke back when he pokes at me, which does provide moments of amusement on occasion, or totally ignore his taunts and slander, and forget that he and his pathetic little band of h8er wannabes even exists.
Clearly there is only one side of this saga, which, of course, is his. I say this because the past is past, no one was forced to do anything they didn't want to do, and I simply refuse to justify myself or tell anyone anything that I consider private. I do, however, find it very sad that I have been dragged into his psychotic, delusional dramas.
I would like to pick up and move on with my life, perhaps share it with someone special -- and honest. He insists he's changing. Is it that unthinkable that I might be as well? I'll start by making a public apology to the other man I was talking to last night. I did some research after our talk, and yes, I'm sorry about some of the things I thought about him. He is still pathetic, but that is his issue and no concern of mine.
This will be my last open post. The rest shall be locked to friends only. I should amend that and state that it will be locked to those on my friends list, as several of them have stated that they hate me.
I leave it up to everyone else to decide the quality of my character.
One more thing: my manicure is stunningly beautiful.
And one more thing: It seems my introduction to welcome_wagon has been rejected, even though I appear on the MBP master list. Last night the psychotic director taunted me by saying that I wouldn't dare post in welcome_wagon. Perhaps he's behind the rejection.
Now I can't decide if I want to continue to poke back when he pokes at me, which does provide moments of amusement on occasion, or totally ignore his taunts and slander, and forget that he and his pathetic little band of h8er wannabes even exists.
Clearly there is only one side of this saga, which, of course, is his. I say this because the past is past, no one was forced to do anything they didn't want to do, and I simply refuse to justify myself or tell anyone anything that I consider private. I do, however, find it very sad that I have been dragged into his psychotic, delusional dramas.
I would like to pick up and move on with my life, perhaps share it with someone special -- and honest. He insists he's changing. Is it that unthinkable that I might be as well? I'll start by making a public apology to the other man I was talking to last night. I did some research after our talk, and yes, I'm sorry about some of the things I thought about him. He is still pathetic, but that is his issue and no concern of mine.
This will be my last open post. The rest shall be locked to friends only. I should amend that and state that it will be locked to those on my friends list, as several of them have stated that they hate me.
I leave it up to everyone else to decide the quality of my character.
One more thing: my manicure is stunningly beautiful.
And one more thing: It seems my introduction to welcome_wagon has been rejected, even though I appear on the MBP master list. Last night the psychotic director taunted me by saying that I wouldn't dare post in welcome_wagon. Perhaps he's behind the rejection.