Apr 17, 2007 22:30
At the moment I'm feeling like I'm lost, absolutely isolated and powerless.
I'm interested in traditional witchcraft and to get to know this better I joined some forums and communities and doing research if I've got a few minutes left.
Some of the people of the named forums are really really nice and I feel very pleasant there, whereas the most forums don't feel "comfortable" to me at all. Could be because I've developed a talent for dropping bricks everywhere I am. I feel like somebody pinned a post-it on my forehead with "idiot" written on it or something.
Next thing is I'm trying really hard to concentrate on my studying for my a-level finals and I also try to relax a bit between the singular subjects but I simply can't. No idea why.
I also tried to improve myself in meditation, but it doesn't work at all.
*sigh* Seems like I got stuck somehow. If I just had something to start with, something I could really touch . . .
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