unprotected sex with multiple partners
I can't help but feel like I'm missing out, or like I'm "behind" everyone else.
It doesn't help that I'm spending my saturday night trying to force myself to study for a Bio test.
`` and when I stare at things for a long time, it feels like everything is falling apart (literally).
Most (if not all) of my best friends are leaving for university after graduation, and I'm going back for another semester. I can only hope it goes by quickly. Thinking about it ahead of time is always much worse then actually doing it.
The same thing goes for summer school. Taking two buses in the morning to Hermon is going to suck. But at least I still have August. Although, once school is done that will be alot less work even with summer school.
I should probably start studying for exams soon as well : /
Tomorrow I'll hopefully be going to try out for some band (vocals), so maybe that will liven things up. The last time I was in a band good times were had.
Prom wasn't too bad. "better than I thought but not as good as I had hoped" I've got some interesting memories, which are better than none.
It seems like there's nothing to do anymore.
I'm lonely
It doesn't help that I'm spending my saturday night trying to force myself to study for a Bio test.
`` and when I stare at things for a long time, it feels like everything is falling apart (literally).
Most (if not all) of my best friends are leaving for university after graduation, and I'm going back for another semester. I can only hope it goes by quickly. Thinking about it ahead of time is always much worse then actually doing it.
The same thing goes for summer school. Taking two buses in the morning to Hermon is going to suck. But at least I still have August. Although, once school is done that will be alot less work even with summer school.
I should probably start studying for exams soon as well : /
Tomorrow I'll hopefully be going to try out for some band (vocals), so maybe that will liven things up. The last time I was in a band good times were had.
Prom wasn't too bad. "better than I thought but not as good as I had hoped" I've got some interesting memories, which are better than none.
It seems like there's nothing to do anymore.
I'm lonely