I have to do it today

[landondissexy]

I wake up drowning in the words you said
Still asleep I cna't seem to wake up
My heart hurts and I think back to last summer
And begin to cry
Now I'm reading your words
And they tear at my soul
You were all I had, and now I'm alone
My secrets weren't safe with you
This is all ruined
We can never go back, theres no going back
And now I know I'll be leaving
But not to come to you
You never wanted this in the first place
You never wanted this
It's all my fault
I can't feel anything
I need to be with anyone right now
Everyone was right
We couldn't make it
I've lost once again