Hm...
I was musing over the way my life operates in a series of paradoxes today. Namely:
-I hate the majority of other people, yet I depend on them for sanity and security.
-I hate dealing with said people, yet I really want my job during the school year to be in the service industry.
-I'm extremely distrustful, yet I've been untrustworthy before in my life.
-I'm mortified at the thought of ever trying to start another relationship with anyone and yet it's my largest goal this year (outside of college of course).
-I've come to the conclusion that the only women I'll ever meet in terms of said relationship are, in the words of Robert Stack in "Airplane!" "cheats and liars" and yet I keep holding out hope.
Yet largest of all, today I was cast as a Pastor in a scene. Love the role though.
Eh oh well. Fucking deal. Well, my heart didn't get any worse over the summer, even after all the running and everything else so luckily it looks like I'm not going to pull a Rehnquist anytime soon.
-I hate the majority of other people, yet I depend on them for sanity and security.
-I hate dealing with said people, yet I really want my job during the school year to be in the service industry.
-I'm extremely distrustful, yet I've been untrustworthy before in my life.
-I'm mortified at the thought of ever trying to start another relationship with anyone and yet it's my largest goal this year (outside of college of course).
-I've come to the conclusion that the only women I'll ever meet in terms of said relationship are, in the words of Robert Stack in "Airplane!" "cheats and liars" and yet I keep holding out hope.
Yet largest of all, today I was cast as a Pastor in a scene. Love the role though.
Eh oh well. Fucking deal. Well, my heart didn't get any worse over the summer, even after all the running and everything else so luckily it looks like I'm not going to pull a Rehnquist anytime soon.