Uncontrolable anger.
It sucks how the things that are in the least of my power or control are always the things that make me most angry, but I supose thats how it works. I have all this anger built up at certain individuals and then it backlashes into their social group and culture all together and thats not necasary, but it seems to be the only way to vent it out of my system without just spitting in the persons face the next chance I get... which I usually don't, I usually try to make peace and act civil, and I wonder now in retrospect, why?