on a roll
as of late i have been;
pulling my hair back into ponytails.brushing my teeth almost constantly. crying at the most indecent times. refusing to leave voicemails. thinking a lot about my faith. refusing to put gas in my car. saying his name out loud in the middle of the night. unable to carry on a conversation. drunk, a lot. convincing myself i am not failing. holding my breathe. really un-impressionable.