open water
I'm beginning to forget how to sleep
As your tidal waves break on me
I found bliss in willful ignorance
Until bliss became hell inside me
I left my bones in the bed of the ocean
To rest my head on a sea of stars
It took so long to finally find myself
When all along I was inside of me
You write a million words each time
But my scribbled lines grasp you more
I believed once in our backwards attraction
But now I'm not sure anymore