Death bitch please fuck me scream your crys of pain as the juice of ecstasies rains from the sky.
WHy does it seem that the world is fixated on pain and hurt and things that cause them? A brief stumble into the relms of cyber space and its filled with pain. Thats all there is pain and more pain and sufferings and people getting off to it. I mean the cutting the blood and knives and the guns the bombs and then the repeated rapid fire storm of it all crashing into your head. Its mind breaking never mind the heart that was already fucked when you opened your eyes and looked outside and saw the trash in the street and the people starving and looking for jobs and then relishing in the flith that covers them and the collective they try and uphold as righteous. I guess I am not better I try and hold myself above it but no I am an ass just like the rest but still I wish to change I just dont know how. I have read many spiritual texts but they just dont seem to mean anything to me in this world where theonly way to keep a standard of living is to profit off another they just dont seem to connect. And most of these new age gurus all seem like sluts. How can I change and help the world when the path I wish to take the law is just as unjust and hurtful as going into a school and shooting kids up? Sure I might cause pain to 20families and then say 5000 "friends" but if I take the law its just as painful someone always gets fucked. There is no justice in law just found fact that meets the burden of proof. its not truth its concocted truth.