Jun 24, 2005 23:47
i saw land of the dead tonight with sean and phillip and it was awesome. i'm actually stoked about spending the money that i did on the movie.
muncie tomorrow night to hang out with some dudes. should be pretty cool. actually, it should be fucking awesome. i think i might be going by myself, and that would definitely suck. i think i might try and get kelsi to let me go with her or something, because i may not want to drive to or from muncie tomorrow (night).
i miss emily. which is kind of random or whatever. i've missed her for a while, but haven't really said anything about it since i haven't anyone to talk to about it except to you kids. nothing we ever did was that spectacular, but we spent a lot of time together, and i think we had a pretty good time together. i definitely wasn't ready for anything that stuck together and made us something people associated on their own. not that i ever got bored with you or anything, not that you're even reading this.
i saw your parents the other day, and it just brought it all back into view, i guess. you've been dating ol' dude for a while, and i have been constantly wishing that you weren't. actually, this isn't really that great a place to talk about any of this, and i think i'm just jealous or whatever, so i'm being ridiculous. take nothing i say too deep, just im me or call me some time to figure it out.
i have to go pick up my grandma's dog tomorrow before two o'clock. please don't let me fuck this up. oh fuck yeah, and that means i get money for that, so i should have a bit of money for the show! i kind of hope they have the cds, but i kind of hope they don't, too, 'cause i don't have any money.
girl hasn't talked to me in a while. been too busy or too over my repetitive humor and boring personality to talk to me, or something. i'm only a night time time taker anyway, so it's not like i'm really that crucial to her internet happenings. it honestly doesn't really matter, i just thought she felt me more than that, but oh well. even if she does, oh well. just a tease for the mainstream mind, a mere slight touch of what it was like to talk a girl interpersonally, and think she feels you. whatever. nothing you can do.
this album leaf album is pretty good. way chill, and i'm into that right now. i need something to drink. something to do.
w0rd.