It's Gonna be a LONG three days.....
*sitting out on the balcony of the master bedroom*
It's been a long afternoon and evening. I saw Kenny's back and talked to him for a bit and it's good to have him back.
Talked to April for a little bit and then...AIM took her away I think.
The rest of the evening has been quiet and so damned lonely. Finally got word from Brian and he's gonna be stuck on the mainland longer than he thought. He won't be home until Thursday. I was so hoping that he would be able to get away and come home Wednesday, but I guess things are really hoping and he can't afford to walk away from this right now.
*looking up into the dark night sky and taking a deep, shakey breath*
Guess I just miss the comfort of his arms and the sound of his reassuring voice when I tell him about my day and I'm feeling really out of it. He helps me to focus and get back on track. I've got so many emotions going on inside me right now and I just...I miss him. I miss him so much. I'd give anything to feel his arms around me right now.
But, I know he has to do this. I don't have to like it...but I understand it.
*looking over at Cocoa and Tyke wrapped around each other on Bri's chair here on the balcony*
When I got home tonight, Tyke seemed really disappointed when I came in the door. Bless his heart, he just misses his human...*looking at him*...I know how you feel Tyke.
I sent over some of my special soup to April. She's been sick and James has been doing his best to take care of her....at least as much as she will let him do. Called and spoke to him for a moment to make sure they got the soup.
*closing my eyes for a moment*
Guess there is nothing going on tonight. I need to try and find something to do...something to occupy my mind. Maybe I'll just go in and get ready for bed again and read myself to sleep. That way, I have just tomorrow to go and Brian will be home. If they extend this trip again....I don't wanna even think about that.
*getting up and going inside and grabbing one of his t-shirts to put on...going into the bathroom to change*
*coming out and crawling into bed..hugging his pillow as I pull the book from the night stand*
Goodnight everyone.
It's been a long afternoon and evening. I saw Kenny's back and talked to him for a bit and it's good to have him back.
Talked to April for a little bit and then...AIM took her away I think.
The rest of the evening has been quiet and so damned lonely. Finally got word from Brian and he's gonna be stuck on the mainland longer than he thought. He won't be home until Thursday. I was so hoping that he would be able to get away and come home Wednesday, but I guess things are really hoping and he can't afford to walk away from this right now.
*looking up into the dark night sky and taking a deep, shakey breath*
Guess I just miss the comfort of his arms and the sound of his reassuring voice when I tell him about my day and I'm feeling really out of it. He helps me to focus and get back on track. I've got so many emotions going on inside me right now and I just...I miss him. I miss him so much. I'd give anything to feel his arms around me right now.
But, I know he has to do this. I don't have to like it...but I understand it.
*looking over at Cocoa and Tyke wrapped around each other on Bri's chair here on the balcony*
When I got home tonight, Tyke seemed really disappointed when I came in the door. Bless his heart, he just misses his human...*looking at him*...I know how you feel Tyke.
I sent over some of my special soup to April. She's been sick and James has been doing his best to take care of her....at least as much as she will let him do. Called and spoke to him for a moment to make sure they got the soup.
*closing my eyes for a moment*
Guess there is nothing going on tonight. I need to try and find something to do...something to occupy my mind. Maybe I'll just go in and get ready for bed again and read myself to sleep. That way, I have just tomorrow to go and Brian will be home. If they extend this trip again....I don't wanna even think about that.
*getting up and going inside and grabbing one of his t-shirts to put on...going into the bathroom to change*
*coming out and crawling into bed..hugging his pillow as I pull the book from the night stand*
Goodnight everyone.