entertaining a future of maybe.
what lies ahead of us? i pretend that it's not tearing me a new one so hopefully it'll be easier for you. however, i don't think that's working. what a surprise. so what comes next. i'm looking for another place and you are as well. i wish i could stay here but i don't think that's gonna happen. waking up without you in this place would only serve to crush me again and again everyday. hopefully we'll see each other on a regular basis. in the fancy dreamland it would be great to stay together too but that doesn't look like it has a chance in hell. after it's all said and done i don't want to say goodbye forever.