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why the hell can't i just GIVE UP!?!??? he'll never be mine. never.
either im stupid or my heart is.
i have no fucking clue why i like him so damn much!
i wish i did...maybe then i wouldnt care so...
i always told myself i'd never let myself get hurt......damnit...i lied...TO MYSELF!
what is it about me...am i to ugly?
am i not smart enough?
to smart?
why am i so unloveable?
what do i do wrong?
why wont anyone tell me so i can maybe get it right SOMETIME....FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
why cant anyone just
tell.
the.
truth.
?
why?
what is it about me? why can't i find someone...someone who cares the same about me? am i doomed or something?!?!?!?!?
either im stupid or my heart is.
i have no fucking clue why i like him so damn much!
i wish i did...maybe then i wouldnt care so...
i always told myself i'd never let myself get hurt......damnit...i lied...TO MYSELF!
what is it about me...am i to ugly?
am i not smart enough?
to smart?
why am i so unloveable?
what do i do wrong?
why wont anyone tell me so i can maybe get it right SOMETIME....FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
why cant anyone just
tell.
the.
truth.
?
why?
what is it about me? why can't i find someone...someone who cares the same about me? am i doomed or something?!?!?!?!?