you ever?
Have you ever felt like everything seems to be unraveling right in front of you and you cannot do a thing about it but just sit and watch? I think it happens to me when im already not happy due to my stupid lack of a job. I had a interview last Thursday and I think it went well but i wont know anything until next Friday.
Waiting is something i normally have no issue dealing with but since i really do not have any other prospects at the moment. It is driving me insane, I know the house seems to be falling apart, bugs everywhere and the kitchen constantly messy but as it was so cleverly pointed out I dont offer any money towards bills or to rent so i shouldnt have an opinion either way which is also not settling with me very well.
I realize im probably making this bigger then it really is but I cannot help it when i do nothing. I try to clean but it seems like im not doing a well enough job.
I will be okay, it always turns out for the best, I have noticed I have bit my tongue quite a few times lately and I will continue to do so because as someone said to me once, No one wants to hear the truth no matter what they may say.
At present im really only annoyed at the whole situation and not anyone really in particular so no worries there.
this is what ya get when i stay awake all night
Waiting is something i normally have no issue dealing with but since i really do not have any other prospects at the moment. It is driving me insane, I know the house seems to be falling apart, bugs everywhere and the kitchen constantly messy but as it was so cleverly pointed out I dont offer any money towards bills or to rent so i shouldnt have an opinion either way which is also not settling with me very well.
I realize im probably making this bigger then it really is but I cannot help it when i do nothing. I try to clean but it seems like im not doing a well enough job.
I will be okay, it always turns out for the best, I have noticed I have bit my tongue quite a few times lately and I will continue to do so because as someone said to me once, No one wants to hear the truth no matter what they may say.
At present im really only annoyed at the whole situation and not anyone really in particular so no worries there.
this is what ya get when i stay awake all night