Reflections...
Wow! Time really flies! You know, it has been 11 months since I came to Japan... Where has all that time gone?
When I came here, I had an idea to try to find myself. And maybe to try to improve myself. I`ve had some time to do some soul searching, and I`ve found out some things about me.
1. I`m a menehune. LOL! A menehune is a being in Hawaiian folklore. They built these huge structures that still stand today. But their task had to be finished in one night, or else it would forever be incomplete. That`s me. I have to finish the things I do the first time I attempt them, or else I never complete it. Take my stories for example, I have these great ideas for stories... I start writing them... I write long outlines for them... but then I never go back and complete them.
2. I am Angel. You know, the guy from Buffy.... I love to make other people happy... I love to set other people up on dates... I love to do things for other people... but I cannot be happy... I cannot get set up on dates... and I cannot accept things from others. The sad part is, I don`t know why I`m like this... this needs further pondering.
3. Getting wasted every weekend gets old. LOL! I can`t believe that I just typed that! But, it`s true. Saturday night, I went out with my friends, and I got a decent buzz... and guess what... I had a great time! I guess that I really don`t need to ruin my liver to hang out and have a good time with my friends!
4. I like being the hunter... I don`t like being the prey. And I don`t like to catch my prey. I`m all about the chase... but then again, that`s a Sagitarian trait as well!
Thats all for now... just needed somewhere to think... and someplace where I`d find my thoughts again! lol! f(^_^;)
My love to all those thinking about me... love you guys!!!
(^_^)V, Steve
When I came here, I had an idea to try to find myself. And maybe to try to improve myself. I`ve had some time to do some soul searching, and I`ve found out some things about me.
1. I`m a menehune. LOL! A menehune is a being in Hawaiian folklore. They built these huge structures that still stand today. But their task had to be finished in one night, or else it would forever be incomplete. That`s me. I have to finish the things I do the first time I attempt them, or else I never complete it. Take my stories for example, I have these great ideas for stories... I start writing them... I write long outlines for them... but then I never go back and complete them.
2. I am Angel. You know, the guy from Buffy.... I love to make other people happy... I love to set other people up on dates... I love to do things for other people... but I cannot be happy... I cannot get set up on dates... and I cannot accept things from others. The sad part is, I don`t know why I`m like this... this needs further pondering.
3. Getting wasted every weekend gets old. LOL! I can`t believe that I just typed that! But, it`s true. Saturday night, I went out with my friends, and I got a decent buzz... and guess what... I had a great time! I guess that I really don`t need to ruin my liver to hang out and have a good time with my friends!
4. I like being the hunter... I don`t like being the prey. And I don`t like to catch my prey. I`m all about the chase... but then again, that`s a Sagitarian trait as well!
Thats all for now... just needed somewhere to think... and someplace where I`d find my thoughts again! lol! f(^_^;)
My love to all those thinking about me... love you guys!!!
(^_^)V, Steve