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Man, I wished i lived closer to Tech and Radford. Yeah i am 3hr 30 mins away from there and it takes between 4-5 hrs to head home, but man i wish i was closer.
I went up there this past weekend and MY GOSH what a blast. I had the best time and can not express how much it meant to me i was up there seeing my crew. I left MC friday afternoon. I meet bonnie up and we went to her place and chilld and hanged out. We went out to eat with her roomie, then her friends and I headed to bonnie's place for a couple shots. I had 3 shots of vodka. then we drove up to tech (the one driving was sober) and we thought we were at this club for dancing. yeah, what a lie!! It was a bar and not what we thought. so i knew there was a party going on in another part of tech and the driver at this point took a ton of shots of vodka and was not able to drive and i was the sober one of us. So, i got ryan to give us directions to this place. So, we get directions and make our way there. Of course i am driving and the one person with us was pretty drunk, like we lost her quickly. So, we get there and I see people i know. I see ryan, tyler, matt and i believe that was it. It was awesome to see them. Ryan gave me a long hug and tyler picked bonnie and I up (seperately). I was not expecting that either. So, i thought we were going to be there a while. So ryan got me this UV drink (it is vodka and blue rasberry, good shit) and then i get a beer and i am chilln and getting more drunk or tipsy. Soon find out the really drunk her, is hugging the toliet. I am like SHIT...of course I am in no shape to drive now. So we were trying to figure out what was going on. So i left the girls to her, bc i did not know her and they were the nurses. So, ryan and i chatted and bonnie comes out and is like we have to leave. I am like alright, i am comiing with her and she was like u can stay. I was like no i came with y'all, i will leave with y'all. So, they had already started to head. So i was walking my way after them. ryan yells out to me 'u better run and catch up with them' I was like 'fuck that shit, I am not running' ryan just busted out laughing. So we get to the car and bonnie drives us back to radford (15 mins south)....so we get parked and not long after the girl throws up outside the car and we found out she had like some carrots that day and that was it (she did not eat dinner) and so we are like great and she had tons of shots. So we got her in and she was finally better and she kept saying sorry. So, we were like whatever....so bonnie, her roomie and i headed back to bons place, changed and crashed out.
I woke up the next morning and i heard bonnie moving around. We had breakfest and chilld around and talked most of the day. Well then i took a nap again and bonnie did hw. I then got up, had dinner w/them and bonnie and I got ready to head to ryans. We got ready and soon headed over there. We get there adn ryan is off getting the kegs and so bonnie and i r chilln w/tyler. So, we are chilln. Ryan calls me about seeing if they would fit in bonnie's car and i am like more likely not bc u have to take the top off and it is raining. Tyler calls back and him adn bonnie basically tell him it would not work. so, he came back and people were arriving and so he stole a person who had a large car and got them to help bring the kegs back (it was only 2). so, they got back finally and we then started to party. Bonnie and I took shots of UV (cherry favored) Ryan got in a couple times. I had 3 LARGE shots of them. Then some how Matt convinced bonnie to do a beer bong. So she did it and i could not believe it, i was like i am not doing it. So, we were proud of her. Then beer pong started to go down. Bonnie and I were teamed at one point and did not to bad. I got more cups then last time i played and it was down between 2 and 1 cup (we had 2 left) and the boys won (played vs. ryan and tyler). So, then bonnie and chilld and talked to people. I had more beer to drink. She played another round of beer pong w/another guy. At one point i was like ryan u want ur gifts, he was like sure. So we head to his room and i pull them out. I gave him the dvd first and he started to open it and he was like is this the pulse dvd and the more he opened he was like YES and he got real excited. he was like we are watching this tonight. Then he open the beer glass and liked that and then it was the "gag/persuation gift" basically he needs to come down. it was a map w/instructions and he was pretty much convinced. So he thanked me. WE then headed back out. OH at this party was someone's uncle and their cousin...yeah the cousin was like 10 and bonnie and i were like where the hell did these people come from. At one point ryan and i were talking and we looked over and the 10 yr old was playing beer pong (not drinking) and was doing better than the kid our age. I was laughing. So, I sat down w/my beer and started to play card games and that was interesting. I was chatting with a ton of different guys and it was good times. I must of seemed like a player, but i was not, i was just chatting. So, at one point bonnie was laying on ryans bed with another, but both were on the phone...so it was funny. Well soon things were winding down and i was pretty toasted, i knew whta was going on and such, but i could feel it!! so, 2ish people left. Ryan walked this one girl home and came back and i was sitting on the coach and he layed his legs over me and we were watching the dvd. at one point i layed with him and we were there cuddling and i was just happy and could stay there all night...so we layed and talked a bunch of random stuff. I really just wanted to make out w/him, and i did not care. i just wanted another moment, i knew it woudl go know where, but WANTED IT! I knew what i was doing....one point basically 4 in the morning, ryan was like u need to go to bed bc we can not sleep like this...so we got up and i was holding him and we kind of danced our way back to his bed room and he was like no we cant do anything caroline, bc u know why...i was like yes bc we are just friends...he was like ok. he had that look of stern, but felt bad in a way he had to do it. we stod there and i was like i am not drunk and he was like ok and at one point he said i was. i was like nooooo. He kissed me on the forehead a couple times and i am like ahhh i want those lips on mine. So i went into his bed room to sleep on his bed w/bonnie and he was just watching me go in, i felt so seductive. so, then i went to bed. Got up the next morning to walk bonnie out...then back to bed. got up again and got ready and at 1130 woke ryan up and stole music and he put music on that i brought him. then him and tyler took me where i was going to meet my ride. Tyler was like 'caroline, u were soooo waisted last night' lol i was like ok then....lol so they took me and they gave me hugs and ryans hug seemed to last longer, i was like damn...i swear if people were not there he would of given me a peak on the lips kiss. but whatever. i was like ok then. so i left and headed back to raleigh.
i miss ryan like crazy. I had such a wonderful time w/him, i could not describe how great it was. I miss him and wish i was living closer and such, but whatever. I still wish something would happen, but i just want something in general, dont care who it is with.
Genny said, she could see us together in like 10 or 20 years....lol i found it kind of funny. i was like wow.
oh well, that was my weekend and now i want him to visit like no other or me to go up again.
here are some pics....
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v612/lancecappy/DSC05135.jpg
Bonnie and I
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v612/lancecappy/DSC05144.jpg
ryan, me, bonnie
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v612/lancecappy/DSC05143.jpg
ryan and I (serious look)
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v612/lancecappy/DSC05146.jpg
ryan and I w/tylers hand
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v612/lancecappy/DSC05131.jpg
me...bonnie did my make up
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I went up there this past weekend and MY GOSH what a blast. I had the best time and can not express how much it meant to me i was up there seeing my crew. I left MC friday afternoon. I meet bonnie up and we went to her place and chilld and hanged out. We went out to eat with her roomie, then her friends and I headed to bonnie's place for a couple shots. I had 3 shots of vodka. then we drove up to tech (the one driving was sober) and we thought we were at this club for dancing. yeah, what a lie!! It was a bar and not what we thought. so i knew there was a party going on in another part of tech and the driver at this point took a ton of shots of vodka and was not able to drive and i was the sober one of us. So, i got ryan to give us directions to this place. So, we get directions and make our way there. Of course i am driving and the one person with us was pretty drunk, like we lost her quickly. So, we get there and I see people i know. I see ryan, tyler, matt and i believe that was it. It was awesome to see them. Ryan gave me a long hug and tyler picked bonnie and I up (seperately). I was not expecting that either. So, i thought we were going to be there a while. So ryan got me this UV drink (it is vodka and blue rasberry, good shit) and then i get a beer and i am chilln and getting more drunk or tipsy. Soon find out the really drunk her, is hugging the toliet. I am like SHIT...of course I am in no shape to drive now. So we were trying to figure out what was going on. So i left the girls to her, bc i did not know her and they were the nurses. So, ryan and i chatted and bonnie comes out and is like we have to leave. I am like alright, i am comiing with her and she was like u can stay. I was like no i came with y'all, i will leave with y'all. So, they had already started to head. So i was walking my way after them. ryan yells out to me 'u better run and catch up with them' I was like 'fuck that shit, I am not running' ryan just busted out laughing. So we get to the car and bonnie drives us back to radford (15 mins south)....so we get parked and not long after the girl throws up outside the car and we found out she had like some carrots that day and that was it (she did not eat dinner) and so we are like great and she had tons of shots. So we got her in and she was finally better and she kept saying sorry. So, we were like whatever....so bonnie, her roomie and i headed back to bons place, changed and crashed out.
I woke up the next morning and i heard bonnie moving around. We had breakfest and chilld around and talked most of the day. Well then i took a nap again and bonnie did hw. I then got up, had dinner w/them and bonnie and I got ready to head to ryans. We got ready and soon headed over there. We get there adn ryan is off getting the kegs and so bonnie and i r chilln w/tyler. So, we are chilln. Ryan calls me about seeing if they would fit in bonnie's car and i am like more likely not bc u have to take the top off and it is raining. Tyler calls back and him adn bonnie basically tell him it would not work. so, he came back and people were arriving and so he stole a person who had a large car and got them to help bring the kegs back (it was only 2). so, they got back finally and we then started to party. Bonnie and I took shots of UV (cherry favored) Ryan got in a couple times. I had 3 LARGE shots of them. Then some how Matt convinced bonnie to do a beer bong. So she did it and i could not believe it, i was like i am not doing it. So, we were proud of her. Then beer pong started to go down. Bonnie and I were teamed at one point and did not to bad. I got more cups then last time i played and it was down between 2 and 1 cup (we had 2 left) and the boys won (played vs. ryan and tyler). So, then bonnie and chilld and talked to people. I had more beer to drink. She played another round of beer pong w/another guy. At one point i was like ryan u want ur gifts, he was like sure. So we head to his room and i pull them out. I gave him the dvd first and he started to open it and he was like is this the pulse dvd and the more he opened he was like YES and he got real excited. he was like we are watching this tonight. Then he open the beer glass and liked that and then it was the "gag/persuation gift" basically he needs to come down. it was a map w/instructions and he was pretty much convinced. So he thanked me. WE then headed back out. OH at this party was someone's uncle and their cousin...yeah the cousin was like 10 and bonnie and i were like where the hell did these people come from. At one point ryan and i were talking and we looked over and the 10 yr old was playing beer pong (not drinking) and was doing better than the kid our age. I was laughing. So, I sat down w/my beer and started to play card games and that was interesting. I was chatting with a ton of different guys and it was good times. I must of seemed like a player, but i was not, i was just chatting. So, at one point bonnie was laying on ryans bed with another, but both were on the phone...so it was funny. Well soon things were winding down and i was pretty toasted, i knew whta was going on and such, but i could feel it!! so, 2ish people left. Ryan walked this one girl home and came back and i was sitting on the coach and he layed his legs over me and we were watching the dvd. at one point i layed with him and we were there cuddling and i was just happy and could stay there all night...so we layed and talked a bunch of random stuff. I really just wanted to make out w/him, and i did not care. i just wanted another moment, i knew it woudl go know where, but WANTED IT! I knew what i was doing....one point basically 4 in the morning, ryan was like u need to go to bed bc we can not sleep like this...so we got up and i was holding him and we kind of danced our way back to his bed room and he was like no we cant do anything caroline, bc u know why...i was like yes bc we are just friends...he was like ok. he had that look of stern, but felt bad in a way he had to do it. we stod there and i was like i am not drunk and he was like ok and at one point he said i was. i was like nooooo. He kissed me on the forehead a couple times and i am like ahhh i want those lips on mine. So i went into his bed room to sleep on his bed w/bonnie and he was just watching me go in, i felt so seductive. so, then i went to bed. Got up the next morning to walk bonnie out...then back to bed. got up again and got ready and at 1130 woke ryan up and stole music and he put music on that i brought him. then him and tyler took me where i was going to meet my ride. Tyler was like 'caroline, u were soooo waisted last night' lol i was like ok then....lol so they took me and they gave me hugs and ryans hug seemed to last longer, i was like damn...i swear if people were not there he would of given me a peak on the lips kiss. but whatever. i was like ok then. so i left and headed back to raleigh.
i miss ryan like crazy. I had such a wonderful time w/him, i could not describe how great it was. I miss him and wish i was living closer and such, but whatever. I still wish something would happen, but i just want something in general, dont care who it is with.
Genny said, she could see us together in like 10 or 20 years....lol i found it kind of funny. i was like wow.
oh well, that was my weekend and now i want him to visit like no other or me to go up again.
here are some pics....
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v612/lancecappy/DSC05135.jpg
Bonnie and I
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v612/lancecappy/DSC05144.jpg
ryan, me, bonnie
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v612/lancecappy/DSC05143.jpg
ryan and I (serious look)
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v612/lancecappy/DSC05146.jpg
ryan and I w/tylers hand
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v612/lancecappy/DSC05131.jpg
me...bonnie did my make up
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