so sickkkk
I am so SICK!! i hate it...thank goodness it is the weekend i can sleep and relax. Movies is in my future for watching forever. So yeah, i hate being sick, I cant breathe and i cough like no other. I had a coughing fit last night. So, my week has ben quiet and just nothing exciting. So yeah. I go home thursday for a week. Spring break baby! ;) i am excited to be home and chill with all my friends. I hope to just relax adn have fun. So yeah. I am watching United States of Leland and listenign to all these quotes and i am like oo i totally understand it. Here are some....
Leland:This one is something a friend of mine said to me. "You have to believe that life is more than the sum of its parts, kiddo." I remember it right now to the "kiddo" part. But when I think about what she said, the same thing always comes into my head. What if you can't put the pieces together in the first place?
leland: The worst part is knowing that there is goodness in people. Mostly it stays deep down and buried. Maybe we don't have God because we're scared of the bad stuff. Maybe we're really scared of the good stuff. Because if there's no God, well, that means it's inside of us and we could be good all the time if we wanted. So when we do bad things, it'd be because we want to or because we have to. Or maybe we just need the bad stuff to remind us what the good stuff is in the first place.
Leland: And that's when I figured out that tears couldn't make somebody who was dead alive again. There's another thing to learn about tears, they can't make somebody who doesn't love you any more love you again. It's the same with prayers. I wonder how much of their lives people waste crying and praying to God. If you ask me, the devil makes more sense than God does. I can at least see why people would want him around. It's good to have somebody to blame for the bad stuff they do. Maybe God's there because people get scared of all the bad stuff they do. They figure that God and the Devil are always playing this game of tug-of-war game with them. And they never know which side they're gonna wind up on. I guess that tug-of-war idea explains how sometimes, even when people try to do something good, it still turns out bad.
leland: Maybe it makes sense now. Maybe somewhere in all of this there's a reason. Maybe somewhere in all of this there's a why. Maybe somewhere there's that thing that lets you tie it all up with a neat bow and bury it in the backyard. But nothing, not getting angry, not prayers, and not tears, nothing can make something that happened unhappen.
Pearl: ok here is a definition, love is when you cant get someone out of your mind, when they are your first thought in the morning and your last thought at night. Maybe it is not in your heart, but is in your head. <---YES!!!!
Pearl Madison: I'm only human, man.
Leland: It's funny how people only say that after they do something bad. I mean, you never hear someone say, "I'm only human" after they rescue a kid from a burning building.
I love this movie, the quotes are great and mean so much. It makes me miss ryan and just want to curl up with him and make him make me feel better. So yeah, i just hope to be over this sickness by the time i get home. I really miss him. I have so many thoughts right now and i know i cant say them to him. I just want to be with him. he is out at App this weekend and i am like ahhh a couple hrs and at least in my state...so yeah...crazy and i wish i could drive out there adn see him. but i cant :( so sad, i keep saying i will see him soon, so yeah.
Leland:This one is something a friend of mine said to me. "You have to believe that life is more than the sum of its parts, kiddo." I remember it right now to the "kiddo" part. But when I think about what she said, the same thing always comes into my head. What if you can't put the pieces together in the first place?
leland: The worst part is knowing that there is goodness in people. Mostly it stays deep down and buried. Maybe we don't have God because we're scared of the bad stuff. Maybe we're really scared of the good stuff. Because if there's no God, well, that means it's inside of us and we could be good all the time if we wanted. So when we do bad things, it'd be because we want to or because we have to. Or maybe we just need the bad stuff to remind us what the good stuff is in the first place.
Leland: And that's when I figured out that tears couldn't make somebody who was dead alive again. There's another thing to learn about tears, they can't make somebody who doesn't love you any more love you again. It's the same with prayers. I wonder how much of their lives people waste crying and praying to God. If you ask me, the devil makes more sense than God does. I can at least see why people would want him around. It's good to have somebody to blame for the bad stuff they do. Maybe God's there because people get scared of all the bad stuff they do. They figure that God and the Devil are always playing this game of tug-of-war game with them. And they never know which side they're gonna wind up on. I guess that tug-of-war idea explains how sometimes, even when people try to do something good, it still turns out bad.
leland: Maybe it makes sense now. Maybe somewhere in all of this there's a reason. Maybe somewhere in all of this there's a why. Maybe somewhere there's that thing that lets you tie it all up with a neat bow and bury it in the backyard. But nothing, not getting angry, not prayers, and not tears, nothing can make something that happened unhappen.
Pearl: ok here is a definition, love is when you cant get someone out of your mind, when they are your first thought in the morning and your last thought at night. Maybe it is not in your heart, but is in your head. <---YES!!!!
Pearl Madison: I'm only human, man.
Leland: It's funny how people only say that after they do something bad. I mean, you never hear someone say, "I'm only human" after they rescue a kid from a burning building.
I love this movie, the quotes are great and mean so much. It makes me miss ryan and just want to curl up with him and make him make me feel better. So yeah, i just hope to be over this sickness by the time i get home. I really miss him. I have so many thoughts right now and i know i cant say them to him. I just want to be with him. he is out at App this weekend and i am like ahhh a couple hrs and at least in my state...so yeah...crazy and i wish i could drive out there adn see him. but i cant :( so sad, i keep saying i will see him soon, so yeah.