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im sooo not having a good week or a good begining of the week. all i got was bitched at today and told how stupid and dumd i iam by my parents....they love me so much....(sarcasim like a beast)i realy hope i can stay in A BEAUTY ONCE HELD, cause all my dad said to me was that he regreted letting me play guitar and beinhg in a band. so who knows were it will go from there. im just floating face down in a river hitting every rock in my way. im drowning and have no one to save me. and i never helps to have love for someone in a special way, and them not always feel that way all the time. mabe 90% of the timefor me and 10% for somone else. but then the times your realy in need of that person to cry upon there not as helfull as the could be. because that 10% is now you and the other 90% is someone else.....hearts will break and be mended. but in the words of silverstein "a heart made by man, when broken is easily fixed. but human hurt can last a lifetime".........i love my music, it suits me in times of need. lol. ok have a good night and a good day tomorow!!! see ya later
*lancealot*
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