good lord. music inspires shitty mimic-prose and nightmarish recoveries
inspire subdued ecstatic rampages.
topic: just another side
suggested alternative to preparation is merely an extension thereof?
Michael is the messanger of nothing, listened to by few, heard by less, understood by all.
Umman says God, he is a shit-stick.
Kwatz!
Coherency intices the lost, back on tract to suck in the young.
Four small cartoons make smiles happy, leprauchons dance green.
Bunnies and dust go hand in hand as fingers in the mind
muscles
convulse and blow the bunnies
away
eyes see what's in front of them while the blind sees what's behind them their
brain
my eyes saw what's behind in front of them - your
descriptions quite accurate but the present quickly becomes the past when you push things around
and so I bullied you forever and foralways. I
see what's behind you.
hail my disconjointed
ploy
a veritable compliment in its attempt to
intice you
with the less coherent. older is okay,
after all
I pushed you.
And
if the opposite and unequal reaction pushes me away
then i'll push something else
although
i like the way you roll
eyes body lips
tongue thoughts
mine will point to you
as if nothing else i'll
watch
unfold and beautiful
whatever
happens. the unstable bulbs saw a blurry picture pushed the
paintbrush out
of the way coating your paper
peel it off when it dries to see what was
always underneath
patience must be executed through discipline or
distraction
so here I wait, watching paint dry on the wall
should the wall come alive and move it will peel for me
should the wall fall on me i will make a hole in it and
climb
the other side
Kaley, you're like watching paint dry on a wall and then getting crushed. There's no up side.
I love you.
----- Original Message -----
From: "Kaley Sutton"
To: "Lance Hering"
Subject:
Date: Fri, 9 Sep 2005 00:47:30 -0700 (PDT)
>
> hey. got your message, it was good to hear your voice.
> you must've been on crack when you wrote that i didn't
> want to hear it. so yeah, got your letter too as you
> can see. was kinda surprised to get it, wasn't
> expecting it. i'm glad though. and your drawings
> fucking cracked me up, i was laughing out loud.
>
> i was looking at old journal entries of mine from back
> in the day when we first were talking/dating....that
> was funny. i have no idea what you were attracted to
> in me then, 2 years ago. i mean, i didn't know then,
> but FUCK if i do now. i tried to put myself in your
> place--a senior in high school getting to know an
> aquaintence, some withdrawn fucked-up sophomore girl
> and wanting to help them and doing so, and dating
> them. and she's really insecure and she cuts herself
> and gets drunk and smokes cloves and constantly needs
> to be reassured that she's attractive and thin and
> liked and is depressed and angry and confused and
> doesn't now how to use her brain and who is so easily
> influenced and ...i just don't know why you did it,
> why you liked me then. seriously, what was wrong with
> you? why you liked that girl that seems so far away
> from me now. don't be upset that you don't know me
> anymore. i'm pretty DAMN sure that you'd like me more
> now and the way i'm changing, even if in the process
> i'm doing some things that haven't been marked with
> lance's seal of approval. but who knows when i'll see
> you again, right? i would like to see you, even fly
> out there. it'd be interesting. but you know. whatever
> and stuff.
>
> i have to wonder how much of you constantly predicting
> my "getting with" one guy or another was you preparing
> yourself for the inevitable or you trying to make it
> happen
>
> anyway this is one of those non-thoughts rambly things
> and it's 1:30 and i need to do homework (ha.) and go
> to sleep for school....goodnight. i hope you're doing
> well and got that Ipod, music makes you live.
>
>
> Kaley
>
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topic: just another side
suggested alternative to preparation is merely an extension thereof?
Michael is the messanger of nothing, listened to by few, heard by less, understood by all.
Umman says God, he is a shit-stick.
Kwatz!
Coherency intices the lost, back on tract to suck in the young.
Four small cartoons make smiles happy, leprauchons dance green.
Bunnies and dust go hand in hand as fingers in the mind
muscles
convulse and blow the bunnies
away
eyes see what's in front of them while the blind sees what's behind them their
brain
my eyes saw what's behind in front of them - your
descriptions quite accurate but the present quickly becomes the past when you push things around
and so I bullied you forever and foralways. I
see what's behind you.
hail my disconjointed
ploy
a veritable compliment in its attempt to
intice you
with the less coherent. older is okay,
after all
I pushed you.
And
if the opposite and unequal reaction pushes me away
then i'll push something else
although
i like the way you roll
eyes body lips
tongue thoughts
mine will point to you
as if nothing else i'll
watch
unfold and beautiful
whatever
happens. the unstable bulbs saw a blurry picture pushed the
paintbrush out
of the way coating your paper
peel it off when it dries to see what was
always underneath
patience must be executed through discipline or
distraction
so here I wait, watching paint dry on the wall
should the wall come alive and move it will peel for me
should the wall fall on me i will make a hole in it and
climb
the other side
Kaley, you're like watching paint dry on a wall and then getting crushed. There's no up side.
I love you.
----- Original Message -----
From: "Kaley Sutton"
To: "Lance Hering"
Subject:
Date: Fri, 9 Sep 2005 00:47:30 -0700 (PDT)
>
> hey. got your message, it was good to hear your voice.
> you must've been on crack when you wrote that i didn't
> want to hear it. so yeah, got your letter too as you
> can see. was kinda surprised to get it, wasn't
> expecting it. i'm glad though. and your drawings
> fucking cracked me up, i was laughing out loud.
>
> i was looking at old journal entries of mine from back
> in the day when we first were talking/dating....that
> was funny. i have no idea what you were attracted to
> in me then, 2 years ago. i mean, i didn't know then,
> but FUCK if i do now. i tried to put myself in your
> place--a senior in high school getting to know an
> aquaintence, some withdrawn fucked-up sophomore girl
> and wanting to help them and doing so, and dating
> them. and she's really insecure and she cuts herself
> and gets drunk and smokes cloves and constantly needs
> to be reassured that she's attractive and thin and
> liked and is depressed and angry and confused and
> doesn't now how to use her brain and who is so easily
> influenced and ...i just don't know why you did it,
> why you liked me then. seriously, what was wrong with
> you? why you liked that girl that seems so far away
> from me now. don't be upset that you don't know me
> anymore. i'm pretty DAMN sure that you'd like me more
> now and the way i'm changing, even if in the process
> i'm doing some things that haven't been marked with
> lance's seal of approval. but who knows when i'll see
> you again, right? i would like to see you, even fly
> out there. it'd be interesting. but you know. whatever
> and stuff.
>
> i have to wonder how much of you constantly predicting
> my "getting with" one guy or another was you preparing
> yourself for the inevitable or you trying to make it
> happen
>
> anyway this is one of those non-thoughts rambly things
> and it's 1:30 and i need to do homework (ha.) and go
> to sleep for school....goodnight. i hope you're doing
> well and got that Ipod, music makes you live.
>
>
> Kaley
>
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