welcome to my world
These past few weeks i've definately been showing a lack of motivation to be a good student. I have this great ability to put things off last minute....and somehow "wing it". Luckily i've been able to pull off winging projects, tests...coming out with great results and decent test grades...but who knows how long my luck will run. I don't know what it is, either, that is keeping me from being the focused person i need to be. Every beginning of the semester it's the same. I hold my head up high, i stroll into the semester with a huge grin on my face..eager, willing, and ready to give it my all...and then, I get into that "meh" mode. As far as my studio classes go, i'm loving it...and i'm good at it...but anything involving studying....i start to day dream.
I guess my relationship is another factor in my inablilty to focus.I'd rather cuddle on the couch with a beer, my man, and the box set of aquateen hunger force...or have sex..cook....go to a bbq...you know....the good stuff. The relationship thing is going well. Really well. There are things i have issues with...that one girl..the ugly one who he dated before me leaving comments on his page....i mean, i don't want to see her ugly face and be reminded of bad feelings everytime i look on his page. Do i have the right to voice that? Is it irrational for me to not want him to have any contact with her? Any other ex girlfriend...fine...i have my ex's whom i'm friends with. But this girl...this girl can eat shit.
I guess my relationship is another factor in my inablilty to focus.I'd rather cuddle on the couch with a beer, my man, and the box set of aquateen hunger force...or have sex..cook....go to a bbq...you know....the good stuff. The relationship thing is going well. Really well. There are things i have issues with...that one girl..the ugly one who he dated before me leaving comments on his page....i mean, i don't want to see her ugly face and be reminded of bad feelings everytime i look on his page. Do i have the right to voice that? Is it irrational for me to not want him to have any contact with her? Any other ex girlfriend...fine...i have my ex's whom i'm friends with. But this girl...this girl can eat shit.