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why do i feel this urge to write every second tonight...everytime i get off of the computer i'm like write write write.
My head my head.
Someone i haven't brought up in a long time...justin. Why i am bringing him up is an interesting story. I haven't logged onto livejournal.com in quite sometime and i was reading all of my old journal entries..i mean old old....and about how much in love i was..and then the breakup..and the heart break....all of it. it took me back to that place....where i had so much emotion in me. I feel i've been lacking such feelings as of late due to the continuous work mode i've been in...and to the lack of attention i've been paying to my emotional ...love life? And for that reason i feel that I perhaps get overly excited when something has potential...and of course i don't show it..but inside i'm exploding. Today was the first day it was cool...and the feeling was amazing. Every song all of a sudden had this different meaning and all of a sudden i wanted to hear all of these different songs that are put on reserve for the first cold front..the moment the wind comes in carrying all of that nostalgic and heartfelt emotional bull caca. My dear friend Paige. She and I are no longer close...we fell apart a while back...and though we still see eachother, her heart is in the hands of a very tall man ....and i no longer sleep with her in her bed.
Something about this house makes me tired early. At my own house i don't go to sleep until around 2...it's merely 11 and i'm ready to pass out.
I WANT TO GO 5 YEARS BACK IN TIME....just for a day. Maybe....?
My head my head.
Someone i haven't brought up in a long time...justin. Why i am bringing him up is an interesting story. I haven't logged onto livejournal.com in quite sometime and i was reading all of my old journal entries..i mean old old....and about how much in love i was..and then the breakup..and the heart break....all of it. it took me back to that place....where i had so much emotion in me. I feel i've been lacking such feelings as of late due to the continuous work mode i've been in...and to the lack of attention i've been paying to my emotional ...love life? And for that reason i feel that I perhaps get overly excited when something has potential...and of course i don't show it..but inside i'm exploding. Today was the first day it was cool...and the feeling was amazing. Every song all of a sudden had this different meaning and all of a sudden i wanted to hear all of these different songs that are put on reserve for the first cold front..the moment the wind comes in carrying all of that nostalgic and heartfelt emotional bull caca. My dear friend Paige. She and I are no longer close...we fell apart a while back...and though we still see eachother, her heart is in the hands of a very tall man ....and i no longer sleep with her in her bed.
Something about this house makes me tired early. At my own house i don't go to sleep until around 2...it's merely 11 and i'm ready to pass out.
I WANT TO GO 5 YEARS BACK IN TIME....just for a day. Maybe....?