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i want to be kissed by surprise. i want to be turned around and i want him to grab my face and just kiss me. I don't know why, but it's rare that a kiss really makes my heart jump. Maybe it's because you know you are about to kiss....but when it's by surprise...or it's just really intense..
what is up with me?
Last night was a blast! Paige my brother and I went to my parents and had crab stuffed fish and other food and wine and listened to my dad tell stories. Then we went to Paiges for drinks in celebration of Jessica going to India. Then Paige, shelby, Laura, Jessica, Jose, Rich, John, Christy, and I hung out at Hole in the wall and got SO SO SO drunk but the fun drunk. This morning John and I went to Mi Madres and had breakfast Tacos and I dropped him off and then I went to Paiges and we gossiped and went to the dentist wit her. Then we went back home to her house and got in her bed and Laura Paige and I ate cornbread muffins that were homemade and then Paige and I went to a movie with Annie and saw Closer.
It's a really good movie that stressed me out about love.
I started thinking...IS love just a comprimise? Can it work out if it's so insanely passionate or will jealousy take over you......Is it better just to settle and learn to fall in love and be happy and safe?
Anyways, my days have been fun. I miss love though. I still feel it somewhere in me....
but I feel it's pointless to. I have nobody willing to take it right now.....i don't have anyone who i'm willing to give it to either. but it's okay. My heart isn't in anything right now. help me. I want things to be back together.
what is up with me?
Last night was a blast! Paige my brother and I went to my parents and had crab stuffed fish and other food and wine and listened to my dad tell stories. Then we went to Paiges for drinks in celebration of Jessica going to India. Then Paige, shelby, Laura, Jessica, Jose, Rich, John, Christy, and I hung out at Hole in the wall and got SO SO SO drunk but the fun drunk. This morning John and I went to Mi Madres and had breakfast Tacos and I dropped him off and then I went to Paiges and we gossiped and went to the dentist wit her. Then we went back home to her house and got in her bed and Laura Paige and I ate cornbread muffins that were homemade and then Paige and I went to a movie with Annie and saw Closer.
It's a really good movie that stressed me out about love.
I started thinking...IS love just a comprimise? Can it work out if it's so insanely passionate or will jealousy take over you......Is it better just to settle and learn to fall in love and be happy and safe?
Anyways, my days have been fun. I miss love though. I still feel it somewhere in me....
but I feel it's pointless to. I have nobody willing to take it right now.....i don't have anyone who i'm willing to give it to either. but it's okay. My heart isn't in anything right now. help me. I want things to be back together.