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all right. so.. the wall slam, the back break, the wham bam, the thank you ma'am...
yes, i've been talking about sex quite a lot these days. well, ok, all days, because i love the topic. i do not know why. i think, because i'm celibate, i have been compensating these last years by discussing what i can't have. but then, i remember having these discussions even as a kid, with my cousins and next door neighbors and classmates, so maybe i'm just built that way.
it's a fascinating subject. like, last night, i was told that sex with skinny women and sex with not-so-skinny women feels different on the inside. who knew? i mean, i have been told that fleshy women feel better, because there is cushion, comfort, more to hold on to blah blah blah, but somehow i never figured there would be a difference inside. good to know.
and... Barb was asking last night for me to give her a descriptive sentence that might explain how a man would feel with a woman's thighs wrapped around him. i came up blank. completely blank. i mean... i'm not a dude, how would i know? men think differently than women, i could imagine how i'd feel, but i'm pretty damned sure what i'd come up with would differ quite a bit from what a guy would come up with.
so... me being me, i felt it was my duty to immediately discover the truth. and i asked the first guy available to me. and i think it made him distinctly uncomfortable, like it does many a guy, because for some reason, it is hard for men to frankly discuss sex with women. but then, that's not fair either, because it's hard for a lot of women to discuss sex frankly with men, too. so. i wonder if that means i should stop trying.
i'm supposed to be trying to take a morally high road. finding my way to Allah and whatnot. practicing chastity and purity and modesty. i'm pretty damned sure talking about wall slams and stuff is not the way to do it. but then, i'm also pretty damned sure that Allah is well aware of the pleasure an occasional wall slam can bring. and if not, i can tell Him when i get to wherever He is. but i'm pretty sure He knows.
yes, i've been talking about sex quite a lot these days. well, ok, all days, because i love the topic. i do not know why. i think, because i'm celibate, i have been compensating these last years by discussing what i can't have. but then, i remember having these discussions even as a kid, with my cousins and next door neighbors and classmates, so maybe i'm just built that way.
it's a fascinating subject. like, last night, i was told that sex with skinny women and sex with not-so-skinny women feels different on the inside. who knew? i mean, i have been told that fleshy women feel better, because there is cushion, comfort, more to hold on to blah blah blah, but somehow i never figured there would be a difference inside. good to know.
and... Barb was asking last night for me to give her a descriptive sentence that might explain how a man would feel with a woman's thighs wrapped around him. i came up blank. completely blank. i mean... i'm not a dude, how would i know? men think differently than women, i could imagine how i'd feel, but i'm pretty damned sure what i'd come up with would differ quite a bit from what a guy would come up with.
so... me being me, i felt it was my duty to immediately discover the truth. and i asked the first guy available to me. and i think it made him distinctly uncomfortable, like it does many a guy, because for some reason, it is hard for men to frankly discuss sex with women. but then, that's not fair either, because it's hard for a lot of women to discuss sex frankly with men, too. so. i wonder if that means i should stop trying.
i'm supposed to be trying to take a morally high road. finding my way to Allah and whatnot. practicing chastity and purity and modesty. i'm pretty damned sure talking about wall slams and stuff is not the way to do it. but then, i'm also pretty damned sure that Allah is well aware of the pleasure an occasional wall slam can bring. and if not, i can tell Him when i get to wherever He is. but i'm pretty sure He knows.