Jan 02, 2007 21:13
two confounding thoughts tonight. reverbrating for a while now.:
what society is, where it came from, how it grows and transforms and evolves, or transgresses. where its come from, what its shifting towards. ideal visions of societal life. the mechanisms that work within; the pyschology of an entire mass.
i love this mass psychology and theory. but i couldnt care less about your petty transgressions. your politics. your herd transformations. theres the piddling question still to be studied- what motivates the individual at the basis of it all? how can he be understood, be helped so society can grow?
but ultimately, what wear and tear the majority of human wrangles. im studying something which fascinates me like a deformed fish would, holding it at arms length, gloved hands. when i really care about the pure eternal expense of ocean which supports the warped fish.
maybe its our twistedness and our self absorbtion; our wrongs and ideals i want to discover. so understand what will turn us outwards again to the limitless ocean which supports us all. i saw myself working for the environment, bringing it from the peripheral to the fore of our lives. now im seeing flashes of myself working among the flailing limbs of humanity. can i pick and choose which of your troubles to deal with?
how much of my choice is chance and circumstance?
also. dammit. for a moment i thought ive the tailcoat of the scott. enthralled by my proactivity for a moment,
but- false lead.
how much of the ones i love and do not have, and the ones i love and have, is chance and circumstance?
laborare,
a mere bean in the world,
people,
earth things