Jul 28, 2004 10:27
i need to write down events so that i dont forget them.
oh no... its too late, i've already forgotten them. but i KNOW that interesting stuff has happened.
- we finally got the piano
-were remodeling our kitchen
-the kylie minogue cd is only okay to listen to when you're in the car
-jen and i went to velvet teen but we missed them and then we peed behind the dump and then we went to her house and talked till 2 in the morning, or she talked rather
-the next day jen and i painted, and i still have to finish my painting
-i miss having someone to talk to till 4 in the morning. July 19th was an interesting night.
-i got super sun burnt from making my millions in menlo park
-the two mexican real estate investors
-going to downtown with anneke and trying to see gary's metal band play but being shot down for age violations. walking around talking about family, going to hookah lounge with gilbert and andrew and simon and andy, buying my first pack of cigarettes, confessing it was recently my birthday and then to my surprise getting a lighter and two lotto tickets from the cashier and mexican old man in the store! for FRee!
-going to spoken word and hearing journey light and suzy la follette and falling in love with feminist poetry.
everyone go to lavendarmenace.com
i think some people need to realize that... you shouldn't get mad when people dont call you up to hang out with you anymore
you should let those people go, dont scream at them or get in their face about how they are not good friends. they probably dont call you because they have no desire to be your friend, or at least, to them, there is some pending reason about why you're not their first choice.
with some of my friends, i dont regularly call them because either they are too expensive to hang out with. maybe they dont drive and id have to carry their ass around for really far distances and i hate that.
maybe they're the type of person that bosses you around and makes you do things that you dont want to do, even though that might be your own personality flaw, they dont combine well, and by the end of the night, you havent had a good time.
and then there are people that for whatever reason, offended you, and you just dont like them anymore, but you'd rather not make a big fight thing out of it. so instead you just avoid them.
whatever the reason, let those people go, and get a life.
because friends are wonderful and important, but you cant force people to love you, you can't force relationships.