my head hurts.

Dec 19, 2004 21:45

just a little fyi.

ok so i got over that whole pity party thing with my job. i'm just gonna suck it up cuz hey i like the money and it's only for 2 more years. i'm just so excited that i only have 3 more days till my vacation and then i'm off till jan. 4th. last year, i was off during the holidays without pay. this year, i get to sleep in for a week and still get paid. working at a job with benefits like that sure is nice, even though most days i can't stand what i do. what can ya do though.

i'm mad though cuz i only got a $748 dollar loan for this semester which means that if i want to take more than one class, i'll have to pay for it out of pocket. i was planning to take 3, but i don't wanna pay that much, so i'll just take 2 and i'll end up having to pay like $600 of it myself plus books. it sucks but i gotta do it so yeah.

my brother and his wife want to move in. ok they're dumb. they have an apartment they can't afford, a car payment, he just quit his job because he worked for her dad and her dad is an asshole who just causes trouble, she only half works because the hospital she works for is going under, and they're trying to do this invitro thing too. so they have no money. he asked my mom if they could come stay here for a couple of months starting in january. i was like ok yeah i gotta go for sure now. but liz was in a car accident a couple of weeks ago so she has the drama of getting her car fixed and getting the settlement with insurance to worry about so she can't really think of moving out until that's done. man i will go CRAZY living with them. my brother was bad enough when he was here, but now with katie and jacob. ok katie gets on my nerves being around her for just a few hours, but can u imagine every night. and if i hear about the damn baby that doesn't exist or anything else about that whole in vitro process i'm gonna scream. plus, her living with my mom will not work. because my mom doesn't take any mess and katie thinks she can be the boss of things. they almost got into it the other night because katie picked up my brother's mail and put it in her purse without even showing it to him. my mom made a comment and katie went off on her whole "james is married now, his business is my businnes" speech. i can't see those 2 living together. and u know what's sad about the whole thing? my brother told my mom the other day that he doesn't even want a kid with her. he basically can't stand her and is only staying with her because he loves jacob. and he doesn't really want to be a father. to him, jacob is enough. but katie has her mind set on having a kid. so i dunno what's gonna happen there. she can't even take care of the one she has. oh wait, yeah she has two. her older daughter lives with her dad and doesn't want anything to do with katie. so yeah, when u can't pay your rent, and u gotta move in with your mother-in-law... what the hell do u want with another child?

i'm going shopping tomorrow. i have to exchange this gift i bought for my mom because i way overpaid for it. and i need to get myself a christmas outfit. any excuse to spend money on myself. haha. u know what i did? i bought liz some Romance by Ralph Lauren for xmas. it cost $49.99. then i saw this cute little jacket that was less than $20 that looked just like her. so i was like ok i'll take the Romance back cuz that's a little too expensive anyway. then i decided to keep the romance for myself. i was like yeah $50 for liz was a little much but $50 for me, i don't mind! i've always wanted some romance anyway... it smells SO good.

Merry Christmas to everybody!!
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