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just a brief apology for my latest bitterness. i said i liked it better when i felt sick to my stomach - i got my wish. do i seem happy? guess what, i'm not. am i a drama queen? so fucking kill me. when you love someone for six years and then it's over, you tell me how you feel; otherwise shut the fuck up. i'm tired of crying so i lash out instead. and then i feel bad so i end up feeling like crying again. what a shit fucking year.
one week til trying really hard to stay aware and not black out. no forcing shots on me! not too fond of uninvited spankings either.
now to piece together an outfit cuz we didnt even close til 10. grr...
one week til trying really hard to stay aware and not black out. no forcing shots on me! not too fond of uninvited spankings either.
now to piece together an outfit cuz we didnt even close til 10. grr...