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With a heavy heart, I am realizing tonight that our goal is unattainable. I suppose that at this point, things could still go either way. Regardless, it's time that my heart listens to my brain.
I've been through a torturous cycle of getting my hopes up then watching them crash&burn more times than I care to count. It's for the best that I skip the pity-party & proceed with gazelle intensity to the next goal. I've waited 4 long and stressful years for someone to come through & the time has come to move on. If nothing else, at least I can be honest with myself and not leave my future in someone else's hands.
I am keeping my mind & heart on the silver lining of this storm cloud: my happiness will no longer be at the mercy of someone else's inept decision making, or lack thereof. Depending on myself will be a beautiful thing & we will make it through just fine.
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