Feb 10, 2004 03:56
So, I'm part of this Gemini community, and this girl posted something about being down lately and asking if anyone else was...like 19 people have posted on it, including myself. And they are all feeling the same way. It's bizarre. Makes me wanna force my tattoo. But I want someone to go with me this time.
I so don't wanna go to class tomorrow now, I forgot to read these stupid articles to answer the questions to. And half of me is considering staying up to do it. But tomorrow is one of the long days. Both school and work and I'm pretty much gone the whole fuckin' day. I feel like I'm drained from all this. I need more sleep. It'd be great if I could get to sleep at a normal hour. Like tonight for example, I got off work early, 8pm, and I drove around trying to find the cheapest gas, which ain't easy right now. Then I finally came home and just laid in bed reading my magazine. And then for some reason I felt compelled to play Sims...so not a good thing, cause I just quit playing and its 4am now. I should did my damn homework and went to sleep at like 11. Oh well.
And to top it all off, my hair isn't doing so good. I think I'm stressed a bit, cause my hair is falling out. I've been really sad lately. And I've been thinking about Matt a helluva lot lately. Not a good thing, that makes my sadness worse.
Argh, I think I'm gonna try to do this homework and then maybe get a minute of sleep. At least I always have my Wednesday off to sleep in and do whatever the hell I want.