Jan 07, 2004 22:28
So, my dad and I went down to school today so I could go pick up my books, that was easy and quick. Then we went to ZenCha and he seemed to like it enough. I think it gave him another insight to me...he said something that made me think "Well, I don't know you that well really, but I guess you could really like this place". I think that's so weird, but its true. He doesn't know me that well, I don't let him in on me, more like everyone else. I talk about my friends and their relationships with other people and things like that to him all the time, mainly to just get advice occasionally, but also because he's the only person I'm around a lot when everyone's away at school. I think I need to make somemore friends around here badly. Not to say that the ones I already have aren't like doing their job or anything, its just kinda not as close to some. Like Blanche and Craig...I talk to them about anything pretty much and don't care, like I don't try to censor myself or whatever. Others, I feel like I do and that I can't let just anything slip. I miss Colleen and Melisa from Akron a helluva lot, those two were my best friends up there. So, all 4 of these people aren't as nearby and now that I truly think about it, it makes me feel lonely again, cause Blanche and Craig will be gone again soon. But anyway, cool ZenCha experience with dad.
Then I came home and worked on my english homework. We had to read this short story and then answer questions from the book, then write a short essay about how we've been denied something because of our gender. I couldn't think of a damn thing, I've never really been placed in that position, for sure if it had been around race I could write for awhile, but the gender thing was difficult. I couldn't come up with anything, so I wrote about how growing up in a family with mostly men raising me, they made it so that I was never looked down upon because of my gender. Hopefully that'll work just as well, we'll see. So, then I've been sitting here watching What Not To Wear and half of Date Patrol. I think I'm gonna go take a shower and some sleeping pills and hit the sack. I have class at 10:30, then work. Long ass day. But happily, long weekend coming up, I get out early Friday and then off all weekend...kickass.
I'm still addicted to this damn song...Meteor Flower. I think its the lyrics that pull me in.
So, earlier, I was showing dad the car I wanted to get, its a Hyundai Tiburon, but then we ended up finding a better one, its a Saturn Ion. And its a 2-door, but it has like half doors for the backseat, it has a few better features than the Hyundai and it costs just as much. So, that's fun.
Ah yes, and last but not least..Erick is finally divorced from Keesha. It was made offical today. He even took the day off for it...hehe. So I no longer have a sisterinlaw. Just a brother and a niece, isn't that funny? Dad and I, Erick and Kali. Just amuses me. Alright, so I'm gone.