Nov 30, 2007 09:12
this just sucks.
like seriously seriously sucks.
i love the people on both sides.
i mean how can i not, they are my derby sisters.
i just really hate that its like this.
and now its pick a side or else time.
and everyone thinks i've already picked my side.
but i hate this.
i want to skate with my friends and have fun.
and know girls around and make lead jammer.
and i know i could knock girls around and eventually make lead jammer with both sides.
and i could skate with my friends on both sides.
but not all of my friends.
this just sucks.
there is a revolution going on
and i know if i want to be a better derby girl and stick with the girls that have had the biggest impact on me which side i should be on.
bleh.
i talked with em last night which is part of why this is all sucking now. she says shes done with derby.
sgt. slaughter is done.
that just makes no sense. she is the one that first taught me how to block.
showed me how my hips are dangerous little weapons.
and i'm still not amazing at it. in fact i pretty much suck. but i'm getting there
and i love her. and value her opnion.
and she admits she doesnt know all thats going on right now, but she made a good point.
it shows alot of disrespect to j what we are doing to her.
and to all the girls that made this league what it was.
we had the best league around. there was no drama. everyone loved each other. and they still do. thats why this is hurting everyone so much.
but j, as much as i like her, is coming off horrible in this. and dazz, well i just cant stand the way she treats people. i would never want to be in a group where she is the pres.
and starting jan. guess who the pres of flrg is...
so i guess i have made up my mind. and i'm sorry that i made this huge post. it was more for me to find a way to get it all out.
it feels like a divorce right now and your mom is on one side and your dad on the other and your sisters have all chosen a side or left.
i guess for now i'm just gonna stick with the ho`mreckers.
<3 sorry for the rant.
i love yall
c.c.