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dear diary.
mood: apathetic
my life is spiraling downward i couldn't get enough money to go to the "heart romance" and "suffocate me dry concert" it sucks cuz they play some of my favorite songs like "stab my heart because i love you" and "rip apart my soul" and of course "stabby rip stab stab." and it doesn't help that i couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing either like that guy from that band can do. some days you know.
IM AN EMO KID non conforming as can be.
you'd be non conforming too if u looked just like me.
i have paint on my nails and make up on my face
I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs.
cause i feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag.
i call it freedom of expression most just call me a fag.
cause our dudes look like chicks and the chicks look like dykes
cause emo is one step below transvestite.
stop my breathing and slit my throat i must be emo.
i dont jump around when i go to shows. i must be emo.
im dark and sensitive with low self esteem.
the way i dress makes every day seem like halloween.
i have no real problems but i like to make-believe.
i stole my sisters mascara now im grounded for a week.
sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies.
i cant get through a hawthorn heights album without sobbing.
Girls keep breaking up with me. its never any fun.
they say they already have a pussy and dont need another one.
stop my breathing and slit my throat i must be emo.
i dont jump around when i go to shows. i must be emo.
dye in my hair and polish on my toes i must be emo.
i play guitar and write suicide notes. i must be emo.
my life is just a black abyss. ye know.. its so dark. and its suffocating me. grabbing a hold of me a tightening its grip. tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans...which look great on me by the way.
when i get depressed i cut my wrists in every direction.
hearing songs about getting dumped giv me an erection.
i write in a livejournal and wear thick rimmed glasses.
i tell my friends i bleed black.
im just a bad cheap immitation of gothic.
i wear skin tight clothes and hate my life.
if i said i liked girls.. id only be half right.
i look like im dead and dress like a homo. i must be emo.
screw x box i play old skool nintendo. i must be emo.
me and my friends all look like clones. i must be eemmoo.
my parents dont get me ye know.. they think im gay just cause they saw me kiss a guy. well.. a couple of guys. but i mean its the 2000's cant 2 or 4 dudes make out with each other without being gay? i mean chicks dig that kinda thing anyway. i dunno diary i think that sometimes ur the only one who gets me. ur my best friend.