A Precise Confession.
Title: Precise Confession
Chapter: Oneshot
Pairing: Junhyung/Kikwang
Rating: PG
Genre: Fluff? / Romance
Word Count: 1286
Summary: Junhyung's a precise guy, he needs to know the facts, the reasons. So it kills his head when he feels something so strange when Kikwang's around.
fanfic requester: yanet09
Precise Confession.
junhyung/kikwang
Junhyung's never liked anyone. Not when a new girl group comes out, neither when a cute girl approaches him- much less love someone. But for some bizzare, abnormal reason Lee Kikwang is always visible to him, always there. Be it seeing him literally in front of his eyes or just having the image of that simply astounding figure wandering around in his head. For some totally-not-him, eccentric reason, his face feels 1000 times hotter, his heart beats 1000 times faster, and in the pit of his tummy; he swears to God, they're1000 butterflies, just fluttering around. For some lame, stupid and immature reason, those things just happen to occur, and only occur whenever Lee Kikwang is present.
It was a shock towards his heart, but he unknowingly refused to acknowledge it.
He just knows he doesn't like it. He doesn't like this. Not one bit. He's a precise guy, he likes, wants, and needs to know the facts.
So that's exactly what he tells Kikwang the next time he sees the younger man.
Well, it was what he'd planned on telling Kikwang.
~ ~ ~
9:49PM
"Byebye Junnie~" Hyunseung yells across the dance studio, when he spots Junhyung heading out. The rapper chuckles at the overly-excited Hyunseung before turning around and dramatically waving goodbye to him. Obviously the doe-eyed cutie hasn't been gettin' enough sleep.
"Uhh.. Bye, Kwang..." Junhyung says under his breath as he brushes past Kikwang, who was making his way into the studio.
"Bye-yom~" The younger replies playfully right before the door shut.
"Bye-yom." Junhyung repeats to himself, "That's it?"
~ ~ ~
1:23AM
"Hey, you're still rehearsin'? Shit, and I thought Hyunseung was stubborn- how many times has Doojoon called you to get your ass back to the dorm already?" Junhyung exclaims when he walks into the studio, not surprised at the sight of his dongsaeng practicing intensely this late at night.
"Hyung!" Kikwang greets the rapper warmly when a towel was thrown at him.
"Take a break will you?" Junhyung asks when he sees the vocalist down a bottle of water in .5 seconds, "Are you trying to be like Hyunseung? Even he's gone." he states bluntly.
Kwangie gives out a nervous laugh as if to hide the fact that what the rapper stated were true. "Naw, I just needed to sharpen up some moves."
"Well it's sharp enough. So stop." He says, standing in front of the mirror fixing his hair. Kikwang takes a break from his dancing to walk over to Junhyung, and Junhyung could feel his heart going, he could already see his face claimed by a soft blush, he could--- he could see Kikwang reaching over him to turn down the music when he turns around to face the younger one.
Shocked by the intrusion of his personal space, he trips and falls over on top of the younger man.
"Whoa! Hyung!" Kikwang quickly sits up and helps his hyung regain his composure. "Are you alright? Are you hurt anywhere?!" The younger asks worriedly, his hands fidgeting around not knowing what to do. Junhyung locks their eye contact, when he feels his body tense up, and his heart beating so hard against his chest it was giving him a headache. He opens his mouth, almost expecting for nothing to come out until words suddenly fall off his lips,
"I.. actually... have a question," Junhyung explains while Kikwang pulls him onto his feet. The vocalist eyes the rapper suspiciously, then he let out a soft sigh, with a forced smile, and in a rather dusky tone, he says,
"It's about Hyunseung-hyung isn't it?" He gives out a small burdened laugh as a smile so fake, even a blind person could see was plastered onto his face, "Listen, I think you should ask him...I mean it's pretty obvious he likes you too. I saw how happy he was this evening, around you..." Junhyung stares at the younger with disbelief, too dumbfounded to stop the younger from blabbering on, "I know that's what you're asking, you're always comparing me to---"
"What the hell goes on in your mind, kid? You don't seriously think I like him, do you?" Almost laughing, he shakes his head at a confused Kikwang and continues, "Look, what I want to ask-- or say...mm....I dunno if it'll make any sense, cause' to be honest, I don't understand any of this shit myself.. but," the latter pauses when he realizes Kikwang's face still had a skeptical look on it, his eyes not blinking once as he was observing the rapper. Feeling a bit worried, he waves his hands in front of the younger's face to make sure he's not dead or anything. Because if he were dead... or anything, it'd be extremely inconvenient seeing as they were the only ones there, and Junhyung never even had enough time to piece the words of his question together. Kikwang, with his own hands, lowers the flailing pair down and says,
"I'm..still confused," as he scratches his head, looking at the ground sheepishly to avoid Junhyung's stare.
Junhyung smiles, because at least Kikwang's still alive.
"Well, that's probably because I haven't really asked anything or.. even said anything that would make any sense.. yet." He says, still smiling, "Thing is..." The rapper was at a loss of words, he didn't know where to start, he didn't really know what his question is, and he didn't really know what kind of an answer he was looking for, "I..." he started, but couldn't think of what to say. Unintentionally he replayed Kikwang's actions when he scratched his head and gazed up at the ceiling looking for the right syllables to connect. "I... Okay." He moves Kikwang's gaze occupied by the floor onto him, and as he stares deeply into the other's eyes, he started his question, his explanation, or his confession-- whatever the hell this was.
"Look, I'm a precise guy. I need to, and likewise I'd like to know, why my heart does this," he pauses only to grab the vocalists hand and place it over his chest; over his heart. "I dunno what you think, but I'm pretty goddamn sure that this isn't supposed to happen. It's not supposed to go 1000 miles per hour, and when it isn't going at a dangerously fast rate it's not supposed to skip beats either. It's...just not supposed to." he concludes as he lets go of the other man's hand and breaks the eye contact, comprehending the fact that none of what he'd said probably made any sense whatsoever.
Junhyung sighs, and was about to tell Kikwang to just forget it when his hands were grasped and placed over a heartbeat. Several heartbeats, several unsteady heartbeats, several unsteady heartbeats from Kikwang-- with him being the cause of this unnatural occurrence.
"It may not be normal, but maybe it'd lessen the abnormality if both our hearts do that."
They stand in the empty studio looking at each other. No words spoken, yet they've shared so much. No actions made, yet they've felt so much.
Maybe what Junhyung'd said was understandable after all, and that flood of words that streamed out of his mouth were processed correctly by the other out of luck and patience.
Maybe though, those words were understandable, processed correctly, and the answer he got to his question was so satisfying because the other had felt the exact same way.
"Oh, and just for the record..it's not that he's happy around me... he just really needs his sleep. And I compare you to him, for lack of better things to say." They burst out laughing, before that comfortable sound of silence fills the air again.
Comments shall be adored by me and this not make-belief couple :D
p.s can someone tell me what genre this would be? i aimed for fluff for yanet09..but idk how it worked out in the end.
CONFIRMED FLUFF :)
teeheee~
Chapter: Oneshot
Pairing: Junhyung/Kikwang
Rating: PG
Genre: Fluff? / Romance
Word Count: 1286
Summary: Junhyung's a precise guy, he needs to know the facts, the reasons. So it kills his head when he feels something so strange when Kikwang's around.
fanfic requester: yanet09
Precise Confession.
junhyung/kikwang
Junhyung's never liked anyone. Not when a new girl group comes out, neither when a cute girl approaches him- much less love someone. But for some bizzare, abnormal reason Lee Kikwang is always visible to him, always there. Be it seeing him literally in front of his eyes or just having the image of that simply astounding figure wandering around in his head. For some totally-not-him, eccentric reason, his face feels 1000 times hotter, his heart beats 1000 times faster, and in the pit of his tummy; he swears to God, they're1000 butterflies, just fluttering around. For some lame, stupid and immature reason, those things just happen to occur, and only occur whenever Lee Kikwang is present.
It was a shock towards his heart, but he unknowingly refused to acknowledge it.
He just knows he doesn't like it. He doesn't like this. Not one bit. He's a precise guy, he likes, wants, and needs to know the facts.
So that's exactly what he tells Kikwang the next time he sees the younger man.
Well, it was what he'd planned on telling Kikwang.
~ ~ ~
9:49PM
"Byebye Junnie~" Hyunseung yells across the dance studio, when he spots Junhyung heading out. The rapper chuckles at the overly-excited Hyunseung before turning around and dramatically waving goodbye to him. Obviously the doe-eyed cutie hasn't been gettin' enough sleep.
"Uhh.. Bye, Kwang..." Junhyung says under his breath as he brushes past Kikwang, who was making his way into the studio.
"Bye-yom~" The younger replies playfully right before the door shut.
"Bye-yom." Junhyung repeats to himself, "That's it?"
~ ~ ~
1:23AM
"Hey, you're still rehearsin'? Shit, and I thought Hyunseung was stubborn- how many times has Doojoon called you to get your ass back to the dorm already?" Junhyung exclaims when he walks into the studio, not surprised at the sight of his dongsaeng practicing intensely this late at night.
"Hyung!" Kikwang greets the rapper warmly when a towel was thrown at him.
"Take a break will you?" Junhyung asks when he sees the vocalist down a bottle of water in .5 seconds, "Are you trying to be like Hyunseung? Even he's gone." he states bluntly.
Kwangie gives out a nervous laugh as if to hide the fact that what the rapper stated were true. "Naw, I just needed to sharpen up some moves."
"Well it's sharp enough. So stop." He says, standing in front of the mirror fixing his hair. Kikwang takes a break from his dancing to walk over to Junhyung, and Junhyung could feel his heart going, he could already see his face claimed by a soft blush, he could--- he could see Kikwang reaching over him to turn down the music when he turns around to face the younger one.
Shocked by the intrusion of his personal space, he trips and falls over on top of the younger man.
"Whoa! Hyung!" Kikwang quickly sits up and helps his hyung regain his composure. "Are you alright? Are you hurt anywhere?!" The younger asks worriedly, his hands fidgeting around not knowing what to do. Junhyung locks their eye contact, when he feels his body tense up, and his heart beating so hard against his chest it was giving him a headache. He opens his mouth, almost expecting for nothing to come out until words suddenly fall off his lips,
"I.. actually... have a question," Junhyung explains while Kikwang pulls him onto his feet. The vocalist eyes the rapper suspiciously, then he let out a soft sigh, with a forced smile, and in a rather dusky tone, he says,
"It's about Hyunseung-hyung isn't it?" He gives out a small burdened laugh as a smile so fake, even a blind person could see was plastered onto his face, "Listen, I think you should ask him...I mean it's pretty obvious he likes you too. I saw how happy he was this evening, around you..." Junhyung stares at the younger with disbelief, too dumbfounded to stop the younger from blabbering on, "I know that's what you're asking, you're always comparing me to---"
"What the hell goes on in your mind, kid? You don't seriously think I like him, do you?" Almost laughing, he shakes his head at a confused Kikwang and continues, "Look, what I want to ask-- or say...mm....I dunno if it'll make any sense, cause' to be honest, I don't understand any of this shit myself.. but," the latter pauses when he realizes Kikwang's face still had a skeptical look on it, his eyes not blinking once as he was observing the rapper. Feeling a bit worried, he waves his hands in front of the younger's face to make sure he's not dead or anything. Because if he were dead... or anything, it'd be extremely inconvenient seeing as they were the only ones there, and Junhyung never even had enough time to piece the words of his question together. Kikwang, with his own hands, lowers the flailing pair down and says,
"I'm..still confused," as he scratches his head, looking at the ground sheepishly to avoid Junhyung's stare.
Junhyung smiles, because at least Kikwang's still alive.
"Well, that's probably because I haven't really asked anything or.. even said anything that would make any sense.. yet." He says, still smiling, "Thing is..." The rapper was at a loss of words, he didn't know where to start, he didn't really know what his question is, and he didn't really know what kind of an answer he was looking for, "I..." he started, but couldn't think of what to say. Unintentionally he replayed Kikwang's actions when he scratched his head and gazed up at the ceiling looking for the right syllables to connect. "I... Okay." He moves Kikwang's gaze occupied by the floor onto him, and as he stares deeply into the other's eyes, he started his question, his explanation, or his confession-- whatever the hell this was.
"Look, I'm a precise guy. I need to, and likewise I'd like to know, why my heart does this," he pauses only to grab the vocalists hand and place it over his chest; over his heart. "I dunno what you think, but I'm pretty goddamn sure that this isn't supposed to happen. It's not supposed to go 1000 miles per hour, and when it isn't going at a dangerously fast rate it's not supposed to skip beats either. It's...just not supposed to." he concludes as he lets go of the other man's hand and breaks the eye contact, comprehending the fact that none of what he'd said probably made any sense whatsoever.
Junhyung sighs, and was about to tell Kikwang to just forget it when his hands were grasped and placed over a heartbeat. Several heartbeats, several unsteady heartbeats, several unsteady heartbeats from Kikwang-- with him being the cause of this unnatural occurrence.
"It may not be normal, but maybe it'd lessen the abnormality if both our hearts do that."
They stand in the empty studio looking at each other. No words spoken, yet they've shared so much. No actions made, yet they've felt so much.
Maybe what Junhyung'd said was understandable after all, and that flood of words that streamed out of his mouth were processed correctly by the other out of luck and patience.
Maybe though, those words were understandable, processed correctly, and the answer he got to his question was so satisfying because the other had felt the exact same way.
"Oh, and just for the record..it's not that he's happy around me... he just really needs his sleep. And I compare you to him, for lack of better things to say." They burst out laughing, before that comfortable sound of silence fills the air again.
Comments shall be adored by me and this not make-belief couple :D
p.s can someone tell me what genre this would be? i aimed for fluff for yanet09..but idk how it worked out in the end.
CONFIRMED FLUFF :)
teeheee~