out of place

Oct 11, 2004 20:44

i feel as though i have been out of place lately. its weird because i am here at central with all my closest friends. i feel like because i have a boyfriend, im categorized by all the others. after a while PDA and all that other bullshit gets annoying. obviously i dont care, so stop saying it.

i dont think me and the girls have been as close lately. we used to talk everyday, but now i feel like we talk by default because we are at the same place at the same time. i dont like that, and i miss it. but im not going to lie, i cant be with mal and brette at the same time...theres just too much ganging up on, and i feel outa place. no offense, but i dont like it at all...

i feel like i need to talk to and apologize to someone that used to be really close to me. i cant do it though. everytime i see her online, i just wanna say hi, and howve you been...but i cant...i think we both understand why too. shes the one that taught me about these live journals, and got me hooked...thats why i continue.

ive been sick for the past couple days...the whole sore throat, cough, runny nose...everything and it sucks!

i hate mondays...it just reminds me that i have 3 more days, and then i can party again.

i live for the weekends here...they are awesome, and i love sitting on my sisters porch, there is no better place where you cant get in trouble. if it wasnt for mel, id be lost...thanks for everything...your really helping me.

~Megan
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