where i stand
Everytime i lay down into bed without amber there, i think to myself where she might be right at the exact moment. The truth is, shes probably laying on ricks shoulder after some wild sex and booze.
OMG it hurts when i think about that....i think the pain is finnally subsiding though...i dont feel like crying when i think about it anymore, i just get a rush of anger and it keeps me awake.
I'm so dissapointed in myself...I have nothing anymore, but my friends. No car, No job, No G/f, No money, no nothin'.
Anyways....on a different note...they fired the guy that takes care of the pinebrook pool, thank god.
The pools foggier than the cemetary from return of the living dead. It looks like crap. Everytime i've seen the pool before that its always looked nice. You cant even hardly swim in it anymore cuz theres so much chlorine...the fumes make your nose burn. Theres no reason to shock it since theres no algae or anything, so it cant have shock in it. Its just gross....anyways im just pissed about it cuz its kinda like.....turned into one of my favorite hang-outs.....
who doesent wanna go down to the pool and splash around in the sun and drink a few beers?
Anyways...sean wants to get on here cuz hes fucking obsessed with diablo 2 and its highly annoying, and he gave me 3 bux to get off and i still wrote all this...what a sucker.....anwyays.....i'm off to do whatever, peace
OMG it hurts when i think about that....i think the pain is finnally subsiding though...i dont feel like crying when i think about it anymore, i just get a rush of anger and it keeps me awake.
I'm so dissapointed in myself...I have nothing anymore, but my friends. No car, No job, No G/f, No money, no nothin'.
Anyways....on a different note...they fired the guy that takes care of the pinebrook pool, thank god.
The pools foggier than the cemetary from return of the living dead. It looks like crap. Everytime i've seen the pool before that its always looked nice. You cant even hardly swim in it anymore cuz theres so much chlorine...the fumes make your nose burn. Theres no reason to shock it since theres no algae or anything, so it cant have shock in it. Its just gross....anyways im just pissed about it cuz its kinda like.....turned into one of my favorite hang-outs.....
who doesent wanna go down to the pool and splash around in the sun and drink a few beers?
Anyways...sean wants to get on here cuz hes fucking obsessed with diablo 2 and its highly annoying, and he gave me 3 bux to get off and i still wrote all this...what a sucker.....anwyays.....i'm off to do whatever, peace