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I feel better
I'm at dad's house tonight which means i'm not crying myself to sleep
Mom's house is just full of sad
no wonder I was so damn depressed the entire time
my friends had to drag me from the house because I didn't think it was necessary to move anymore
that explains the week in bed...
Thanksgiving lunch with Mom, Marc, Aunt Montie, and Taryn. Five people with ALL THIS FOOD!!!
turkey, mashed potatoes, yams, rice, duck, yams, and rolls, and sweet potato pie, pumkin pie, something called a trifle,.... oh and yams
yams?
YAMS!!!!
haha Then had to go give gradma Frieda some of the food in the nursing home
mom and aunt montie don't think that she'll get out of there... ever.
she's not able to walk
she gave marc her car
bitch
but it's not like i want that beat up old thing or could even use it in the first place for that matter
poor marc
Thanksgiving Dinner was at Grandma Barbara's house with uncle Neil and Carlie and Calvin. Chris and Aunt Ruthie were in NY, NY watching the Macy's parade.
whoo hoo
Dad was pissed at marc for not coming to Grandma Barbara's house
he called him a jerk
which is what he was being
but he seems to be more harsh with marc than he is with me
which is cool i guess
Dad's newest genious plan was to put the two beta bowls beside each other. I told them... but it seems that Fishie could see Clao but Clao was too pissed at me for cleaning his bowl to notice Fishie.
so their not dead...
boys/men
It's cool that Dad's cool with Sarah
he gives good advice too
I feel so much better about a lot of things that I felt so pathetic and stupid about
basically he told me I was being pathetic and stupid and that I need more confidence in myself
I really do love my dad
my mom would just tell me to pray and that hasn't done much in the past... well my life
what good has it done her?
I wanna take back all that I've just said because I actually still pray and I still have an enormous amount of faith but I feel like I should not backspace and keep everything that I'm typing except for fixing typos and such.
gonna get all my college apps sent in by the time I get home
I mean school
I feel clean on the inside and out
I feel like I'm new again
I'm at dad's house tonight which means i'm not crying myself to sleep
Mom's house is just full of sad
no wonder I was so damn depressed the entire time
my friends had to drag me from the house because I didn't think it was necessary to move anymore
that explains the week in bed...
Thanksgiving lunch with Mom, Marc, Aunt Montie, and Taryn. Five people with ALL THIS FOOD!!!
turkey, mashed potatoes, yams, rice, duck, yams, and rolls, and sweet potato pie, pumkin pie, something called a trifle,.... oh and yams
yams?
YAMS!!!!
haha Then had to go give gradma Frieda some of the food in the nursing home
mom and aunt montie don't think that she'll get out of there... ever.
she's not able to walk
she gave marc her car
bitch
but it's not like i want that beat up old thing or could even use it in the first place for that matter
poor marc
Thanksgiving Dinner was at Grandma Barbara's house with uncle Neil and Carlie and Calvin. Chris and Aunt Ruthie were in NY, NY watching the Macy's parade.
whoo hoo
Dad was pissed at marc for not coming to Grandma Barbara's house
he called him a jerk
which is what he was being
but he seems to be more harsh with marc than he is with me
which is cool i guess
Dad's newest genious plan was to put the two beta bowls beside each other. I told them... but it seems that Fishie could see Clao but Clao was too pissed at me for cleaning his bowl to notice Fishie.
so their not dead...
boys/men
It's cool that Dad's cool with Sarah
he gives good advice too
I feel so much better about a lot of things that I felt so pathetic and stupid about
basically he told me I was being pathetic and stupid and that I need more confidence in myself
I really do love my dad
my mom would just tell me to pray and that hasn't done much in the past... well my life
what good has it done her?
I wanna take back all that I've just said because I actually still pray and I still have an enormous amount of faith but I feel like I should not backspace and keep everything that I'm typing except for fixing typos and such.
gonna get all my college apps sent in by the time I get home
I mean school
I feel clean on the inside and out
I feel like I'm new again