is it really only tuesday?

Feb 01, 2005 16:29

I understand that I am not the thinnest person in the world I will admit most of the time that I am actually pretty chubby and could be a size 7 if I worked hard enough, and i try but sometimes it seems hopeless. I also am very aware that I am not very cute or pretty. I break out just like almost everyone else and I have icky pale skin that isnt a fitting shade.
I understand that I am really tall and my hair is frizzy and my freckles that come out in the sun and horrible accent that comes out when im mad or dont pay attention.
I am kinda mean and I say things that hurt peoples feelings without thinking.
but seriously to comeup to someone and point out they are really not pretty and they talk funny sometimes and that they are chubby and have bad everything...wow..it hurts.
This week has been sooooooooo bad and stressfull and EVERYTHING has gone wrong and its only freaking tuesday...It is such a long story and if you want to know ill tell you but I dont feel like posting it here.
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