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I feel very heavy...not physically, on the inside. I feel like there is a large mass sitting in my stomach. in all honesty i dont know the cause or reason but it makes me feel horrible. then i just dont feel good in general. I am way too busy for me to get ill. seriously i barely have time to breath for the next few days. my free times are at odd times like 12:45-3:30 on tuesday thursday and friday afternoons. supposing im not doing something like shopping for yarn with my mom.
ok so i am doing it again. i do believe that january and feburary are the busiest months for me with SO JCL forensics theater schoolwork its tough...im...not dead yet but seriously this year i am stretching myself to the point that i feel like ...you know when you have a shirt that is synthetic material and you turn the iron on to hot and you barely touch it but it puts the tiny long barely there tears in your shirt...thats me. one month i can make it.
i feel like im losing my grip on things. I hate not feeling in control. i hate not being able to fix things the way i want. ... but im not in control...and its not about me.
Submit to God and be at peace with him; in this way prosperity will come to you. Job 22:21
sometimes i feel one of those people that was with Jesus on the boat when the storms came and they freaked out.
He replied, “You of little faith, why are you so afraid?” Then he got up and rebuked the winds and the waves, and it was completely calm
I know things will be fine i just dont feel well. and im not happy.
ok so i am doing it again. i do believe that january and feburary are the busiest months for me with SO JCL forensics theater schoolwork its tough...im...not dead yet but seriously this year i am stretching myself to the point that i feel like ...you know when you have a shirt that is synthetic material and you turn the iron on to hot and you barely touch it but it puts the tiny long barely there tears in your shirt...thats me. one month i can make it.
i feel like im losing my grip on things. I hate not feeling in control. i hate not being able to fix things the way i want. ... but im not in control...and its not about me.
Submit to God and be at peace with him; in this way prosperity will come to you. Job 22:21
sometimes i feel one of those people that was with Jesus on the boat when the storms came and they freaked out.
He replied, “You of little faith, why are you so afraid?” Then he got up and rebuked the winds and the waves, and it was completely calm
I know things will be fine i just dont feel well. and im not happy.