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today was simply one of those days that had an opposite for every event. nothing good could come without something bad. but i focus way to much on the bad things...so really it seems like i had a pretty crappy day.
i hate stupid boys that have no consideration for girls. its cold so be a man and you carry the boxes to the dumpster dont make me do it!!! its freezing I could catch a cold or i mean come on at least have some sense to know that ...it doesnt matter.
I will say that I have been throughly involved in just about everything since forever. and I dont understand why all of a sudden i feel like I am losing control and it is all slipping away from me. I cant keep up, I cant get things done, everyone lets me know im doing it wrong or late or not to their satisfaction. never have I felt like I do too much never. but now i realize i do alot and none of it do I do as well as I could because Im always busy...gees i am a really big lame. thank you Loren for listening to me whine. for I realize that its ok because i need it all or i would just get bored...then i would do drugs or something and get in trouble and stuff...yeah thats it!..or just be really really bored and get lazy and fatter. ack either way Im a person who has to stay active "its not burnout its activity"...i miss loren..and nikki..and ryan...french class...colored pencils...pretty pictures...yard gnomes! lol...wow..yeah.
im going to bed...i dont feel well today...i havent felt well in a few days stupid hot cold gayness.
im trying out for a part in the play tomorrow i only want a small one though..something else for me to do and all...ragtime starts the 28th of this month that makes me happy...the theater is a small box of escape. the people there are awesome too.
i hate stupid boys that have no consideration for girls. its cold so be a man and you carry the boxes to the dumpster dont make me do it!!! its freezing I could catch a cold or i mean come on at least have some sense to know that ...it doesnt matter.
I will say that I have been throughly involved in just about everything since forever. and I dont understand why all of a sudden i feel like I am losing control and it is all slipping away from me. I cant keep up, I cant get things done, everyone lets me know im doing it wrong or late or not to their satisfaction. never have I felt like I do too much never. but now i realize i do alot and none of it do I do as well as I could because Im always busy...gees i am a really big lame. thank you Loren for listening to me whine. for I realize that its ok because i need it all or i would just get bored...then i would do drugs or something and get in trouble and stuff...yeah thats it!..or just be really really bored and get lazy and fatter. ack either way Im a person who has to stay active "its not burnout its activity"...i miss loren..and nikki..and ryan...french class...colored pencils...pretty pictures...yard gnomes! lol...wow..yeah.
im going to bed...i dont feel well today...i havent felt well in a few days stupid hot cold gayness.
im trying out for a part in the play tomorrow i only want a small one though..something else for me to do and all...ragtime starts the 28th of this month that makes me happy...the theater is a small box of escape. the people there are awesome too.