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Do you ever feel that people really hate you even though they pretend not too? Sometimes i get that vibe from people.
I guess its ok for other people to make mistakes as me but if i make one of the same ones, the world collapses and everyone dies.
I hate always being second to someone.. never being pretty enough.. smart enough or fun enough. I hate being the girl that guys ask to hook them up with someone. I hate sitting back and watching guys flirt with girls while i just kinda blend into the background. Gets old after a while. But its something i have grown accustomed to. I love it when i sit there for like 15 minutes before anyone remembers i am there... its great.
anyways...
I was kinda hoping that work would cut my hours so i would have an excuse to quit and get a different job. I really need to stay because of my insurance. But if they cut my hours i will lose it anyways.. POOP
I am so excited about going on a vacation with my favorite people :).
Cant wait to plan it and so forth.
I guess its ok for other people to make mistakes as me but if i make one of the same ones, the world collapses and everyone dies.
I hate always being second to someone.. never being pretty enough.. smart enough or fun enough. I hate being the girl that guys ask to hook them up with someone. I hate sitting back and watching guys flirt with girls while i just kinda blend into the background. Gets old after a while. But its something i have grown accustomed to. I love it when i sit there for like 15 minutes before anyone remembers i am there... its great.
anyways...
I was kinda hoping that work would cut my hours so i would have an excuse to quit and get a different job. I really need to stay because of my insurance. But if they cut my hours i will lose it anyways.. POOP
I am so excited about going on a vacation with my favorite people :).
Cant wait to plan it and so forth.