Savannah's out of her fuckin' mind.
yunQncrazi : its not bout me being right or not
yunQncrazi : it's the fact YOURE EIGHTEEN, Nathan
yunQncrazi : If I HAVE TO FEEL GOOD BOUT MYSELF, you ppl who preach it need to follow it
nnaatthhaan: who said you had to feel good about yourself??
yunQncrazi : Mr. "You're beautiful. Why don't you see it? I wish I could make you understand you're gorgeous."
yunQncrazi : did you or did you not say those words.
nnaatthhaan: well you are
nnaatthhaan: but that has nothing to do with feeling good about yourself
yunQncrazi : Why should I have to be told to feel good about myself if the ppl who PREACH it to me don't even LIKE themself or what they are?
nnaatthhaan: thats just about your beauty, it takes more than being attractive to feel good about yourself
yunQncrazi : I'm nothing CLOSE to being great but yet I am to other ppl why can't they appreciate THEMSELF, also?
nnaatthhaan: i cant speak for other people
nnaatthhaan: well when it comes to looks its like this... every girl ive known pretty much, told me im ugly, and in my lifetime only 3 girls say im not
nnaatthhaan: but i know more than 3 guys said you're beautiful
yunQncrazi : Nathan, the ONLY TIME I've heard ppl compliment ME was on the effin comp.
yunQncrazi : I never HEARD it in my life in person
nnaatthhaan: then.. people in your town suck, or they're afraid of you
yunQncrazi : Personally, the net isn't acceptable for compliments to me til it's said to my face.
yunQncrazi : It's NOT my town.
yunQncrazi : I don't LIVE in this town I'm never HERE
yunQncrazi : I travel all over, Nathan - not just jersey
nnaatthhaan: what other towns do you go to??
yunQncrazi : I do not hear the compliments. I do not get the phone #'s or dates or call backs. I don't get the smiles or the hellos or the friends. I don't have anything & the only friend I actually HAD got married and is now having a 2nd child and living in Florida.
yunQncrazi : When I do get a date, it's a joke. I'm looked at as an easy time and I don't give out so I don't get shit back and personally, I'd much rather have my pride then have one more guy in my life who don't like me for other then sex. I have plenty of ppl in the fam who could hook me up but I don't put myself thru it cos it's not worth it. I don't need to be told shit I've heard since 3rd grade. Nor do I need the stress.
nnaatthhaan: you know, 99% of the human race are perverted pigs
nnaatthhaan: guys suck, im a guy and im willing to admit that
nnaatthhaan: we're all bastards
yunQncrazi : Whether or not ppl see me as a beautiful person and say or don't say it, that's not the point. The point is I have to hear ppl say I need to be happy and look in the mirror when THEY can't even like themself. It's a hypocritical quote and I'm tired of it
nnaatthhaan: i never once said you should feel good about yourself
yunQncrazi : If I CAN LOVE MYSELF finally after EVERYTHING, even the person I HAVE TO FACE every day, a person that is nonetheless an IMPERFECT role model, everyone else can do the same.
nnaatthhaan: i only said you're beautiful, and that its a crime that you cant find a good guy
yunQncrazi : No, you told me if I wanted you to feel good bout yourself, I had to do the same.
yunQncrazi : I listen when ppl talk.
nnaatthhaan: no, i said dont say you're ugly, if you get pissed when i say im ugly
nnaatthhaan: nothing about feeling good was implied
yunQncrazi : Yeah it was
yunQncrazi : IT's not the point
nnaatthhaan: no, it wasnt, you took it that way
yunQncrazi : The point is don't tell me something if you aren't doing the same.
yunQncrazi : STOP ARGUING WITH THAT god.
nnaatthhaan: im not argueing, you're trying to put words in my mouth
yunQncrazi : No I'm not
yunQncrazi : I know what I read
nnaatthhaan: you just told me i said you have to feel good about yourself
yunQncrazi : And I am NOT a person to put words in ppls mouths don't EVEN go there
nnaatthhaan: i NEVER SAID THAT
yunQncrazi : whatever NAthan
yunQncrazi : You said it
nnaatthhaan: you took it the way you wanted to
yunQncrazi : Jamie can even vouche cos SHE read the convo
yunQncrazi : No I didn't
yunQncrazi : DOnt even fuckin say that
yunQncrazi : cos i am NOT that type of person
yunQncrazi : I take things the way PPL word them
nnaatthhaan: this isnt the first time you took something i said the wrong way
yunQncrazi : If they dont MEAN that they should fix their sentencing.
yunQncrazi : You have no room to talk
nnaatthhaan: yeah i do, cause ill admit i took somethings you said the wrong way
nnaatthhaan: again, thinking im saying i havent done the same
yunQncrazi : ...
nnaatthhaan: because i said you did something, doesnt mean im saying i didnt
yunQncrazi : ...
nnaatthhaan: we've both taken what we said the wrong way
nnaatthhaan: at least im willing to admit it
yunQncrazi : Nathan, you know this much about me. You do not KNOW my personality, you do not KNOW how i am, nor what I am. Do not IMPLY I take something the wrong way when I've read and.or heard it with my own eyes and ears. I am not DUMB nor DEAF nor BLIND. Stop badgering me I hate ppl doing that
yunQncrazi : I admit to my wrongs
nnaatthhaan: i dont have to know you to witness something you did
yunQncrazi : I admit when I'm in the wrong and I APPOLOGIZE if I misunderstood. Do not make me look like I don't.
yunQncrazi : Do not judge me
nnaatthhaan: im not
nnaatthhaan: you're taking it the wrong way AGAIN
yunQncrazi : whatever
yunQncrazi : ITS THE WAY YOURE FUCKING TYPING IT
nnaatthhaan: and i bet you wont admit it either
yunQncrazi : LEARN TO FUCKIN SAY WHAT YOU MEAN
yunQncrazi : AND NOT FUCKIN BEAT ROUND THE BUSH
nnaatthhaan: no its not, you're fuckin' stubborn
yunQncrazi : Stubborn
yunQncrazi : No I'm not
yunQncrazi : Dude
yunQncrazi : The fuck
nnaatthhaan: you wont admit something we both know you did
nnaatthhaan: or at least i know you did, and you wont admit it
yunQncrazi : Stubborn? You can't even fucking LIKE yourself or the fact someone fucking THOUGHT SO HIGHLY OF YOU
yunQncrazi : COS I DIDNT FUCKING DO ANYTHING
nnaatthhaan: no one EVER thought highly of me
yunQncrazi : I WONT ADMIT TO WRONG TO WHAT I DID NOT DO
nnaatthhaan: you took many things i said the wrong way, its not how i said it, its you, you took it the wrong way
yunQncrazi : YOU FUCKING MAKE YOUR WORDS CLEARER AND WELL BE ON THE SAME PAGE
yunQncrazi : ...
yunQncrazi : Dude
yunQncrazi : were done later
nnaatthhaan: i do make them clear
nnaatthhaan: later
yunQncrazi : Grow up and know me better
yunQncrazi : BEfore you fucking judge and accuisate me
yunQncrazi has signed out. (11/30/2004 10:43 PM)
nnaatthhaan: i never judged you
nnaatthhaan: im sorry to say it, but you're fuckin' losing it
nnaatthhaan: taking everthing the way you want to and lying to yourself
nnaatthhaan: you're the one who needs to grow up
I'm sure she isn't reading this, but I hope she does.. I say exactly what I mean, and Savannah is the ONLY one EVER to take so much of what I said the wrong way.. I word everything how I mean it, and she wants to take it a certain way and get pissed at me. Does that seem right?? And then she gives me this shit like "You don't know me, don't judge me!" I never ONCE judged her or anyone else, and I'm fuckin' insulted that she says I did.. I'm done talking to her.
yunQncrazi : it's the fact YOURE EIGHTEEN, Nathan
yunQncrazi : If I HAVE TO FEEL GOOD BOUT MYSELF, you ppl who preach it need to follow it
nnaatthhaan: who said you had to feel good about yourself??
yunQncrazi : Mr. "You're beautiful. Why don't you see it? I wish I could make you understand you're gorgeous."
yunQncrazi : did you or did you not say those words.
nnaatthhaan: well you are
nnaatthhaan: but that has nothing to do with feeling good about yourself
yunQncrazi : Why should I have to be told to feel good about myself if the ppl who PREACH it to me don't even LIKE themself or what they are?
nnaatthhaan: thats just about your beauty, it takes more than being attractive to feel good about yourself
yunQncrazi : I'm nothing CLOSE to being great but yet I am to other ppl why can't they appreciate THEMSELF, also?
nnaatthhaan: i cant speak for other people
nnaatthhaan: well when it comes to looks its like this... every girl ive known pretty much, told me im ugly, and in my lifetime only 3 girls say im not
nnaatthhaan: but i know more than 3 guys said you're beautiful
yunQncrazi : Nathan, the ONLY TIME I've heard ppl compliment ME was on the effin comp.
yunQncrazi : I never HEARD it in my life in person
nnaatthhaan: then.. people in your town suck, or they're afraid of you
yunQncrazi : Personally, the net isn't acceptable for compliments to me til it's said to my face.
yunQncrazi : It's NOT my town.
yunQncrazi : I don't LIVE in this town I'm never HERE
yunQncrazi : I travel all over, Nathan - not just jersey
nnaatthhaan: what other towns do you go to??
yunQncrazi : I do not hear the compliments. I do not get the phone #'s or dates or call backs. I don't get the smiles or the hellos or the friends. I don't have anything & the only friend I actually HAD got married and is now having a 2nd child and living in Florida.
yunQncrazi : When I do get a date, it's a joke. I'm looked at as an easy time and I don't give out so I don't get shit back and personally, I'd much rather have my pride then have one more guy in my life who don't like me for other then sex. I have plenty of ppl in the fam who could hook me up but I don't put myself thru it cos it's not worth it. I don't need to be told shit I've heard since 3rd grade. Nor do I need the stress.
nnaatthhaan: you know, 99% of the human race are perverted pigs
nnaatthhaan: guys suck, im a guy and im willing to admit that
nnaatthhaan: we're all bastards
yunQncrazi : Whether or not ppl see me as a beautiful person and say or don't say it, that's not the point. The point is I have to hear ppl say I need to be happy and look in the mirror when THEY can't even like themself. It's a hypocritical quote and I'm tired of it
nnaatthhaan: i never once said you should feel good about yourself
yunQncrazi : If I CAN LOVE MYSELF finally after EVERYTHING, even the person I HAVE TO FACE every day, a person that is nonetheless an IMPERFECT role model, everyone else can do the same.
nnaatthhaan: i only said you're beautiful, and that its a crime that you cant find a good guy
yunQncrazi : No, you told me if I wanted you to feel good bout yourself, I had to do the same.
yunQncrazi : I listen when ppl talk.
nnaatthhaan: no, i said dont say you're ugly, if you get pissed when i say im ugly
nnaatthhaan: nothing about feeling good was implied
yunQncrazi : Yeah it was
yunQncrazi : IT's not the point
nnaatthhaan: no, it wasnt, you took it that way
yunQncrazi : The point is don't tell me something if you aren't doing the same.
yunQncrazi : STOP ARGUING WITH THAT god.
nnaatthhaan: im not argueing, you're trying to put words in my mouth
yunQncrazi : No I'm not
yunQncrazi : I know what I read
nnaatthhaan: you just told me i said you have to feel good about yourself
yunQncrazi : And I am NOT a person to put words in ppls mouths don't EVEN go there
nnaatthhaan: i NEVER SAID THAT
yunQncrazi : whatever NAthan
yunQncrazi : You said it
nnaatthhaan: you took it the way you wanted to
yunQncrazi : Jamie can even vouche cos SHE read the convo
yunQncrazi : No I didn't
yunQncrazi : DOnt even fuckin say that
yunQncrazi : cos i am NOT that type of person
yunQncrazi : I take things the way PPL word them
nnaatthhaan: this isnt the first time you took something i said the wrong way
yunQncrazi : If they dont MEAN that they should fix their sentencing.
yunQncrazi : You have no room to talk
nnaatthhaan: yeah i do, cause ill admit i took somethings you said the wrong way
nnaatthhaan: again, thinking im saying i havent done the same
yunQncrazi : ...
nnaatthhaan: because i said you did something, doesnt mean im saying i didnt
yunQncrazi : ...
nnaatthhaan: we've both taken what we said the wrong way
nnaatthhaan: at least im willing to admit it
yunQncrazi : Nathan, you know this much about me. You do not KNOW my personality, you do not KNOW how i am, nor what I am. Do not IMPLY I take something the wrong way when I've read and.or heard it with my own eyes and ears. I am not DUMB nor DEAF nor BLIND. Stop badgering me I hate ppl doing that
yunQncrazi : I admit to my wrongs
nnaatthhaan: i dont have to know you to witness something you did
yunQncrazi : I admit when I'm in the wrong and I APPOLOGIZE if I misunderstood. Do not make me look like I don't.
yunQncrazi : Do not judge me
nnaatthhaan: im not
nnaatthhaan: you're taking it the wrong way AGAIN
yunQncrazi : whatever
yunQncrazi : ITS THE WAY YOURE FUCKING TYPING IT
nnaatthhaan: and i bet you wont admit it either
yunQncrazi : LEARN TO FUCKIN SAY WHAT YOU MEAN
yunQncrazi : AND NOT FUCKIN BEAT ROUND THE BUSH
nnaatthhaan: no its not, you're fuckin' stubborn
yunQncrazi : Stubborn
yunQncrazi : No I'm not
yunQncrazi : Dude
yunQncrazi : The fuck
nnaatthhaan: you wont admit something we both know you did
nnaatthhaan: or at least i know you did, and you wont admit it
yunQncrazi : Stubborn? You can't even fucking LIKE yourself or the fact someone fucking THOUGHT SO HIGHLY OF YOU
yunQncrazi : COS I DIDNT FUCKING DO ANYTHING
nnaatthhaan: no one EVER thought highly of me
yunQncrazi : I WONT ADMIT TO WRONG TO WHAT I DID NOT DO
nnaatthhaan: you took many things i said the wrong way, its not how i said it, its you, you took it the wrong way
yunQncrazi : YOU FUCKING MAKE YOUR WORDS CLEARER AND WELL BE ON THE SAME PAGE
yunQncrazi : ...
yunQncrazi : Dude
yunQncrazi : were done later
nnaatthhaan: i do make them clear
nnaatthhaan: later
yunQncrazi : Grow up and know me better
yunQncrazi : BEfore you fucking judge and accuisate me
yunQncrazi has signed out. (11/30/2004 10:43 PM)
nnaatthhaan: i never judged you
nnaatthhaan: im sorry to say it, but you're fuckin' losing it
nnaatthhaan: taking everthing the way you want to and lying to yourself
nnaatthhaan: you're the one who needs to grow up
I'm sure she isn't reading this, but I hope she does.. I say exactly what I mean, and Savannah is the ONLY one EVER to take so much of what I said the wrong way.. I word everything how I mean it, and she wants to take it a certain way and get pissed at me. Does that seem right?? And then she gives me this shit like "You don't know me, don't judge me!" I never ONCE judged her or anyone else, and I'm fuckin' insulted that she says I did.. I'm done talking to her.