Kayleigh Stalker?
So yeah about that boy Max who followed me after Mythology last week. Yeah he did it again. And he tried to follow me yesterday after Creative Writing. I'm gonna be honest, I forsaw this situation occuring today so I made a real effort to leave minutes after he did. I was either gonna bolt out of there and make a fast get away or I was gonna be really slow. I went for slow but it didn't work, obviously. He waited for me.
He likes to talk to me about books, and he lent me some Camus. And that is cool since I like Camus to begin with but jeez... I like talking to him, I really mean that. We get along on a lot of topics. My only fear is that he's going to want to do something like "get coffee" or "study sometime". I like Max, but not in a date sort of way... maybe just in a friend that is a boy kind of way. This is my fear. If I blow Max off by using my trusty "I have an older man who I'm in an "open" relationship sort of thing with" excuse (and this one works everytime) than I'm gonna look like an ass if I accept "coffee" from Evan. And Max would know cause he's in my creative writing class and sits RIGHT NEXT to Evan and I. Yeah... I hate lying to people. I don't want to come up with some lame lie of an excuse but at the same time I don't want to hurt his feelings cause he's a really nice guy. Maybe I could tell him I'm a lesbian... oh wait that's a horrible whopper of a lie. And I'd never get away with it. Maybe I could just tell him I'm not interesting in sucking face with him. But I don't want him to feel unwanted and unloved by society and have a horrible breakdown because he can't make it with a girl. Ugh.
On the bright side of today I saw Evan in the hall today. He walked with me to the ATM. We had words. It was nice. Wendy thinks he is cute and approves.
He likes to talk to me about books, and he lent me some Camus. And that is cool since I like Camus to begin with but jeez... I like talking to him, I really mean that. We get along on a lot of topics. My only fear is that he's going to want to do something like "get coffee" or "study sometime". I like Max, but not in a date sort of way... maybe just in a friend that is a boy kind of way. This is my fear. If I blow Max off by using my trusty "I have an older man who I'm in an "open" relationship sort of thing with" excuse (and this one works everytime) than I'm gonna look like an ass if I accept "coffee" from Evan. And Max would know cause he's in my creative writing class and sits RIGHT NEXT to Evan and I. Yeah... I hate lying to people. I don't want to come up with some lame lie of an excuse but at the same time I don't want to hurt his feelings cause he's a really nice guy. Maybe I could tell him I'm a lesbian... oh wait that's a horrible whopper of a lie. And I'd never get away with it. Maybe I could just tell him I'm not interesting in sucking face with him. But I don't want him to feel unwanted and unloved by society and have a horrible breakdown because he can't make it with a girl. Ugh.
On the bright side of today I saw Evan in the hall today. He walked with me to the ATM. We had words. It was nice. Wendy thinks he is cute and approves.