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disregard.
dfdgdg ugh fuck. why do you have to be such a child about everything, its pathetic that of all the reasons we could have used to end us you chose the worst one of all, the one that wasnt even true none the less! YOUR so RIDICULOUS. it still baffles me
and your going to continue believing i was terrible to you, when i was the one who fixed EVERYTHING in your life, i pushed you to go get enrolled into school, fuck i went there with you myself! i pushed you to get a job everytime you lost is for lieing! and i was always there when you went job hunting, i even fucking helped you finacially when you were short on cash and in trouble! and id put aside my life and the important things i needed to do (which you knew about but didnt care about) just to "spend time with you" when you insisted and i even let you embarress me with your tantrums infront of my friends because i loved you, over and over and over and over and over and overrrrr again!
but im a horrible girlfriend ofcouse
what a fucking shame, i tried so hard to be understanding because i really thought i could have a future with you one day, i had hope that youd grow up sooner or later.
i was wrong,i was so wrong.
and now im full of resent.
i only hope one day you ll wipe the shit off your eyes and face the reality infront of you.
oh, and remember your statement "im sure you'll have a boyfriend by the end of the week or 2 weeks" and i told you i wouldnt... funny how everything you accused me of... YOU DID YOURSELF! next time eat your words, you always thought you knew everything about me , but really you didnt know the first thing about me.
im done with you.
edit: ignore the typos, i know they are there. i ran out of time to fix them.
dfdgdg ugh fuck. why do you have to be such a child about everything, its pathetic that of all the reasons we could have used to end us you chose the worst one of all, the one that wasnt even true none the less! YOUR so RIDICULOUS. it still baffles me
and your going to continue believing i was terrible to you, when i was the one who fixed EVERYTHING in your life, i pushed you to go get enrolled into school, fuck i went there with you myself! i pushed you to get a job everytime you lost is for lieing! and i was always there when you went job hunting, i even fucking helped you finacially when you were short on cash and in trouble! and id put aside my life and the important things i needed to do (which you knew about but didnt care about) just to "spend time with you" when you insisted and i even let you embarress me with your tantrums infront of my friends because i loved you, over and over and over and over and over and overrrrr again!
but im a horrible girlfriend ofcouse
what a fucking shame, i tried so hard to be understanding because i really thought i could have a future with you one day, i had hope that youd grow up sooner or later.
i was wrong,i was so wrong.
and now im full of resent.
i only hope one day you ll wipe the shit off your eyes and face the reality infront of you.
oh, and remember your statement "im sure you'll have a boyfriend by the end of the week or 2 weeks" and i told you i wouldnt... funny how everything you accused me of... YOU DID YOURSELF! next time eat your words, you always thought you knew everything about me , but really you didnt know the first thing about me.
im done with you.
edit: ignore the typos, i know they are there. i ran out of time to fix them.